REFLECTION IN FRAGMENTS

Reflection X - Denial

A/N:

Have you been in a relationship where everything is going smoothly and then suddenly without a warning something really bad happens making the relationship end? Or have you heard of various stories about weddings that have been called off right before the bride walks down the aisle leaning on her father’s arm? Well if it has not happened to you or you have not heard about it before, it is fine, but know that such things do happen, for it has happened to the Author's very good friend.

In life and in love, we will surely learn that a partner in a relationship can wake up one day and throw away all the things they have worked for together with the other partner, for various reasons. Some reasons could be acceptable, while some could be totally ridiculous, but people still do it anyway. So, the question is, what do you do when that happens – when love ends abruptly?

The Author believes that the first stage is DENIAL. You might find yourself saying “This is not happening, it has to be a nightmare”. Some people may even try to sleep so that when they wake up, it would all just be a dream. Because they are not yet able to accept the reality of the events around them.  Here's the reflection of the DENIAL STAGE....

 

I know that I should try to find somebody new,

But all I find is myself always thinking of you...

You don't even know it, and why should you care?

You're happy just pretending that I'm not even there...

 

Forever means nothing if I don't spend it with you,

But there's just nothing more I think that I can do.

 

I try to tell you I love you still, but you just don't stop to listen,

Then I guess, you'll never know that I'm the one your missin'...

 

Give me just one minute and look into my eyes,

Forget our friends, forget the world, forget the pain and lies...

Forget about what people say and what other people would see,

All I want you to think about now, is what you think of me...

 

Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love,

And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when you're all I'm thinking of...

Maybe I am wrong, and you really just don't care,

But why sometimes, do you act so sweet, if no feelings are actually there...

 

All I want is for you to tell me how exactly you feel,

I'd rather be hurt than keep believing what you say is real...

 

Whether you tell me you love me or not this will still be true,

Nothing in this whole damn world could keep me from loving you...

 

-Kitti-