REFLECTION IN FRAGMENTS

Reflection XI - Anger

A/N

The next stage is ANGER. You might think about the commitment and the investment you have poured into the relationship and into your special someone. You might remember all the good times and endless promises from him/her. You might even think of all the times and resources you have committed into the relationship, or how you have turned other potential and even better dates away because of this person; and you are blindsided by the breakup because the loss is unexpected. Then your feelings might be intense and you feel like your world crashing down and you want to punch or slap someone on the face, just to vent out your anger...

Forever, we said, we could be together, us two...

How did I fall in love with you??!

We almost did everything together,

We spent everyday with each other.

You promised me that you'll stay,

Close to me each and everyday.

Why did you have to leave me all alone?

Why was it hard for you to call me on my phone?!

All you had to do, was to be there,

And show to me that you care!

You promised to be with me 'til the end,

You talked about being a lover, and you failed to be a friend...

Do you remember when we were in love, we'd talk everyday?

And when someone would say "Hi!" to the other, we'd get jealous in every way...

You broke my heart in two

With all you put me through

Meeting you was one of my regrets.

To lose you was worth it,

Although I wasn't sure

It seemed to make me happy,

But still I feel so insecure.

We once said forever,

we would take it to the end.

Never give it up,

But this time my heart couldn't mend.

It cut so deep into me,

I guess it hurt you too.

But when you did it, and you lied,

I had to say "We're through!"

After this, I know I've to move on,

With the pain that kills inside.

But I'm starting to forget,

By reminding myself, how you lied!

So many times, I've tried to forgive you  with my heart,

But it was useless, because I knew, once again, we'd surely part....

Another A/N :

Oh well, I don't know if I was able to give justice to the Anger Stage. But I guess, that's it. I just put more punctuation marks just to show that the speaker was emotional, and kind of mad. I'm so sorry, if I didn't did well on this part. Sorry...  :(

-Kitti-