Sesshomaru X OC

Chapter Twenty-Three

              When he was done he smirked up at me and held me in his lap. "I rather like you being naked and on top of me. If I recall, every time we ever did anything I was the only one ever doing the work." He said. I gulped, hoping he wasn't about to ask me to have sex with him. "Why don't you get on your knees in front of me." He said and I complied, holding back my tears. "Don't cry my darling. I am only teasing you." He said and chuckled. "Go to your room. There are clothes for you in there. Get dressed." He ordered and I nodded, doing as told. 

           I sighed and sat in my room, crying. He had taken away the mark of the man I loved. How was I to explain this to him? He would surely leave me. I got dressed and buried my face in the pillows of the bed that was in here. At least he had the decency to clean the room and bed of my blood. The door to my room slid open and in walked Kagura. "Kagura! I thought you had died!" I said and shot up. "I do not know why you are speaking to me as if we know each other. I came to get you like Lord Naraku asked me too." She said, her brow raising in annoyance. 

         I followed her in silence. I was sure Naraku had erased her memories of me and of helping me escape. We entered into Naraku's room, where he lay on his bed, his back facing me and exposed. The giant spider on his back a glaring scar against the otherwise blemish free skin. "You can leave Kagura. Be sure we are not disturbed." Naraku said. I heard the door slide closed and I stood there. "Come here and lay with me." He said., turning to face me. If he wasn't so evil and I didn't hate him so much, I would think he was attractive. I walked over to his bed and lay next to him, facing him. His face hovered over mine, only a few inches away. His red eyes searched mine. "I much prefer to see you whole versus how I used to keep you. I can appreciate your beauty better this way." He said, his eyes looking over the details of my face. 

           I kept quiet. I wasn't sure what I could say without getting too severely hurt. "Why do you hate me so much? Answer me truthfully." He said. "How could you ask such a question? You killed my sister in front of me, even after I tried to give myself like you asked. Then you kept me locked up, stole my innocence and kept me broken, so bad I could have died any day." I said, my voice struggling to remain calm. His eyebrow twitched. "Ah yes, i forgot I had killed the brat. Breaking you was necessary so I could keep you to myself my darling. No one else was allowed to have you, you were mine and mine alone and then you got away. I was ready to kill everyone in sight. And then he marked you, getting in the way of our love Luna. I needed you back and if threatening the ones with you was the only way, then I was going to do what it took." He said, his eyes closed as his hand came to rest on my stomach. 

            "You say love but I am not entirely sure you know what that is." I said, staying still. "If not love, what makes my very existence excited to see your face? What makes me wish to see you an makes me crazy when you leave my sight?" He asked. "Obsession." I said. "I say love." He argued, his red eyes locked with mine. "I will not argue with you Master." I said and he smiled. "Good girl. Perhaps I won't have to keep you chained up like before. For now, you will stay in my sight and not leave it. You will even sleep here." he said and smirked. I shivered in fear. I will not sleep properly until he is dead. 

         "My Darling, allow me to kiss you." He said. "Do as you please Master." I said. I needed to stay on his good side in order to find his heart. No matter what it took. His lips met mine in a surprisingly gentle kiss, which caused my eyes to widen. His lips left mine slowly and his eyes fluttered open. "Surprised I can be gentle?" He asked, a smirk back on his face. "Or would you prefer my roughness again?" He asked, crashing his lips to mine with force, holding my cheeks and forcing my mouth open. His tongue shot into my mouth, exploring, his fingers sliding down to my throat and cutting off my air supply as he kissed me. When he finally let up I gasped for air. "Get some sleep My Darling." He said and began stroking my hair.