Fxcking Friends ⇒Yoongi x Reader

Chapter 13

-morning-
My head. Shit.
I look around.
A hotel room.
I don't remember coming in here...
I check my phone..
8:00am
There's also a message.
Sungmin: Y/n really want to give u a second chance but I think I know how u really feel. I'm sorry for getting in between you and Yoongi <3 I thought I loved you and you loved me back. But seeing the way you two look and care for each other I realised I didn't hold a place in your heart.. walking in on you two last night.. it shattered my heart. Go love Yoongi...
I kinda ship you two now...<<33

What Sungmin?... my eyes teared up slowly...
Yoongi is my best friend... I .... I....
We are just fucking friends!?

Okay this is happening. I'm naked... and someone's next to me...
I turn my head to the person next to me.
Shit.. it is Yoongi.
His face pressed lightly on the pillow underneath him. His eyes were softly pressed shut and his pink lips were slightly parted. Did we? Like actually? Make? Out?
Like did I? Make out with my best friend?
His bare chest was slightly uncovered with the duvet. And his arm was clinging onto the side of mine... I tried to wriggle out from his grasp when I touched something. Eww. It was wet and sticky. I pulled it from the duvet...
"Ewwwwww!" I shouted. It was a condom. A used one. That answers my question of making out with my best friend. Yes. I did. At least we used contraception? I quickly threw the condom out of my hand onto the floor.
Yoongi tossed and turned, guess it was due to my shouting.. slowly his eyes fluttered open.
Shit.
"What the fuck?" He mumbled wiping his eyes.
"Ermm shit." I whispered scooting away from him. I tried to reach my clothes before he could see me... my fingers were just centimetres away from my outfit when..
"Hello?" Yoongi's deep voice groaned.
He held my hand tight as I face the complete opposite direction of him.. I really don't wanna be awkward.. I hid myself from him by placing a cushion over my face and rolling up in the duvet. Wish I could teleport somewhere else right now.
"Are you okay?" He asked concerned as I was hiding. "Do you remember what happened last night?"
No of course I don't, we got completely wasted.
"Can I know who you are?" Yoongi's voice echos. I really wish he'd just go back to sleep so I can get dressed and run out of here..
Yoongi moved his hand from my wrist to my waist. He carefully pulled me closer to him. I tried to resist his force however I focussed on covering my face more. He pulled me closer until we were only centimetres apart. I made sure a cushion was in between our faces. He held my waist calmly. I could feel my face heat up when he rubbed my side.
"Please let me see you... I don't know what happened last night.." Yoongi spoke trying to persuade me. I just wanna run awaaaaayyy.......
One of his arms left my waist and held to the cushion in between our faces. He continued to rub softly on my waist. He slowly lowered the cushion.
Shit don't... Yoongi don't.
Suddenly he pressed the cushion down.
"Y/n." He froze as our eyes locked. We paused in time. Completely flustered. It felt like days passed as we stared at each other even though we locked eyes for seconds.
"Y-Yoongi." I stuttered his mind looked conflicted and his eyes confused. I felt the same. My brain was buzzing with a million thoughts..
"Did we-?" Yoongi questioned, his pupils permanently frozen locked with mine.
"Yes.." I answered.
"Do you remember?" Yoongi gulped waiting for my reply.
Tension hung between us.
"No." I mumbled he smiled causing me to chuckle lightly.
"Me too." He stares deeper into my eyes. "My head is fucking crazy though.."
"Same I have medicine in my bag.." I say not moving a muscle.
"Uh huh." He nodded.
"We should get going.." I explain.
"Yeah let's go." Yoongi smiles however we both just stare at one another. He doesn't move. So I don't either.
This is so messed up. I -I ...
We broke eye contact swiftly and got dressed.
I chugged water along with a tablet and threw the tablets toward Yoongi. He silently thanked me and took one as well.
I grabbed the room key and exited.
He followed closely behind me. We headed to the reception to check out of the hotel. Just my fucking luck... Sungmin.
He leant on the reception desk smiling lightheartedly. Almost as if his girlfriend hadn't just cheated on him...
"Hey y/n~" Sungmin smiles at me and gave Yoongi a salty grin.
I saw Yoongi slowly step away from him and his fist clenched as he stared between us.
"I'm sorry... I got between you two.." Sungmin bowed low and spoke softly his words slurring.
"I-I..." I tried to speak as I watched Sungmin's tears splash on the hotel tiles.
Still bowing he grabbed onto Yoongi's shaking hands.
"Yoongi take care of her... I know that you will." He bowed lower and excused himself out of the hotel.
"Sungmin..." my eyes heated up and tears formed and slowly flowed down my cheeks.
"Y/n I'm so sorry..." Yoongi's eyes also looked hurt, he was still, almost frozen in thought.
"Let's just go." I whispered he nodded.
I quickly checked out of the hotel and we set off walking back home.
The long and mindless walk seemed to take much longer than yesterday. The heavy burden of awkward silence had never weighed us down however today a 1000tones dragged our conversion down to un-liftable tension. Yoongi's foot steps scraped along behind me as I led our restless minds back home.
We reached our front door and did nothing but stare at the empty building. I extended my arm to unlock it when my hand cupped Yoongi's on the handle. Immediately we backed off from each other like some defence.
I let Yoongi open the door and we stumbled inside. He fled to the back room with the piano. I heard several angry groans and fierce notes being played from the piano.
"Y/n!" He shouted focused on playing.
I ran to him and he immediately told me to sit. I watched him play. It was a fast and confusing melody but it slowed to a sadder tune of sorts.
He finished the song with a higher note and turned to me. His eyes were innocent and hurt but determined to make me speak.
"Y/n." His eyes weakened and his fingers completely fell from the keys they last played. "I'm so-"
"Don't apologise." I interrupted.
"We're still friends, right?" He sighed worriedly.
"Obviously."I stated shortly. "What would you do without me?" I chuckled a little trying to break the tension.
"Yeah.." he smiled then paused for a moment. "Did you write the lyrics for the other melody I gave you?"
"Kinda..." I mumbled.
"Show me." Yoongi waited for me to play.
I hesitantly placed my hands on the keys and Yoongi shuffled to the lower keys beside me. We started to play the loving tune he composed. I spoke the lyrics I'd written and I picked up the pace of the beat then I started the initial lyrics I had for the first rap. Yoongi's head nodded approvingly as we played.
As we got to the last few notes our hands crossed and we play the last notes together and the slightest touch of our hands made us once again jump back and flinch. We looked down at the floor in sync... we are just fucking friends why,how does this happen? ... why is there such a thin line between lover and friend? ... he's my best friend.
"That was really good y/n... I knew you'd know what to write." He complimented.
"Heh I guess.." I replied placing a piece of hair behind my ear.
"That's another one for the project~" he cheered a little.
"How many do we have so far?" I questioned knowing we'd been making so many songs.
"Mmmmm 5" He gazed over the music sheets in front of us. "I'm thinking around 3 more would be good.." he continued to shuffle through sheets. "Then we can perform them.."
"P-perform?" I repeated.
"You know like underground?" He looked up at me.
"Oh have you done it before?" I asked he chuckled a little and nodded. "Gloss right?"
"Yes, I thought you could have a swag stage name too..." he smiled at me.
"What floss?" I questioned jokingly.
"Yes!" His eyes sparkle.
"Nooo way..." I laugh.
"Yes way. Gloss and Floss~" he announced smiling widely.
"Seriously it sounds so lame..." I critique.
"Okay then, MC Gloss and Lil Floss~" he grinned even wider.
"Fuck no." I stated judging Yoongi's idea of 'cool.'
"Heh okay how abou-" he started.
"Let's just go with a Gloss and Floss.." I face palm.
"Okay!" He cheered freely. "I'm motivated now." He stated starting to play some keys again.
I left to go to the kitchen. I ate some very quick breakfast and sat on the couch. I could hear Yoongi playing the piano as I surfed the channels on tv. Whilst watching the tv I drifted off into a restless nap.
Yoongi pov
"Y/n!" I called.
No answer... I leant my arms on the cover of the piano and rested my head on top. I closed my eyes but it didn't blind me from my thoughts. All I could think about was her teared up eyes as Sungmin left our sight. She looked broken because of me. I just want one fucking friend in this world but I always screw shit up... my head kills... she's too good for someone like me anyway.. I'm such an ass.
I packed up all the music equipment and decided to go out for awhile. I strolled passed her sleeping on the couch wiggling in her sleep.
I headed out the door. It's cold. The pavement echoed as I walked down the street. Halloween decorations coated every home... except for ours.. I guess it was Halloween maybe the store had some deco left.
I entered the cool store and I immediately picked up a few things to decorate our home with. I picked up some pumpkins, spider webs, fake gravestones and a weird skeleton thing. I bought them quickly and headed out.
At least Halloween should distract y/n through all the crap I've put her through.
"Yoongi?!!"
"Yoongi?!?!!"
"Yoongi!!!!"
I could hear y/n's loud voice from a block away.
"Don't leave!!!!!"
She called again. I'd never leave her is she crazy?...
"Where are you Yoongi ?"
I could see her now frantically running around. Heaving the shopping bags over my shoulder sped up and caught up with her.
"Ah... Yoongi." She smiled with relief however her eyes showed worry. Did she seriously think I'd leave?
"I'm here let's go inside." I stated examining her puffy cold cheeks and watery eyes.
At home I unpacked the stuff I'd bought and y/n lit up with joy. She immediately started taking the wrappers off of the decorations and started playing with them silently.
"I'm not gonna leave you y/n." I spoke strongly as I laid the pumpkins on the table.
"I just- I mean Sungmin left me... and I just thought maybe you wouldn't wanna be around me anymore." She placed the decorations down in the table and examined the pumpkins I'd bought.
"No your my best friend I'm not going to abandon you." I said my heart ached for 'some reason' it was probably the Halloween demons possessing my soul.
She chuckled lightly and headed to the kitchen. A couple seconds later she came back with a selection of razor sharp knives.
"Erm I'd like to not die today please." I called as she inched closer with the blades.
"Kill... kill... kill." She mumbled terrifyingly. She got even closer and held one of the knives up ready to strike. She sliced the knife through the air and leant over closer to me. Chop. She struck passed my arm and into the pumpkin.
"Oh." I said realising they were for carving.
"You idiot." She giggled and started slicing through one of the pumpkins. I took one of the other knives and started too. Y/n was surprisingly really good at this. She looked professional.
"Have you done this before?" I questioned staring at the master pumpkin carver.
"No. Never actually. I've never really celebrated Halloween before~" She chimed sweetly.
"Guess I'll show you how to celebrate then!" I announced happily.
I told her the basic things about Halloween. She seems excited which I'm grateful of. I hope we can forget about last night..
"I'm nearly done~" she was finishing her last caving in the pumpkin.
"Mine looks shit.." I complained because well it looks shit.
"Ha! Done!" She cheered and turned the pumpkin towards me.
"What the fuck is that?" I stared at what she'd done to it. Actually what had she done to it...?
"Does it look scary?" She pondered at the mushy pumpkin.
Rather than carving a face she'd completely murdered the pumpkin...
It had massive cuts and slices raging through it.
"It looks dead." I explained to her. Y/n seemed pretty proud of herself...
"Show me yours" she smiled I slowly turned my pumpkin towards her.
"What the fuck is that?..." her eyes looked confused.
To be honest it was awful but at least it had a face...
"Look there are the eyes!" I pointed to my pumpkin.
"Hmmmm oh I get it. It's a self portrait.." she laughed.
"Pffffff funnnny." I commented sarcastically.
Y/n continued to giggle as I placed lit candles in them. We grabbed our pumpkins and put them next to the front door.
"What now?" She wondered staring at the other things I bought.
"I guess we could do the spider webs." I picked up the packs of fake spider webs.
We opened them up outside and we spread the web on the trees in front of our home and spread some on the windows too.
"Yoongi!" Y/n shouted me.
"Where are you!" I walked around the front lawn to find her.
"By the gate!" She answered. I hurried over to her without hesitation.
"How does that even happen?" I question looking at her tied to the gate with spider web.
"Erm I don't know..." she tried to wriggle out from the gate.
I carefully pulled the web away from her. Shit again I accidentally touched her arm... we both backed away from each other. It's never being awkward between us but now... whenever we make contact we back off.. it's like a weird defence..
"I'm sorry." We apologise in unison and chuckle afterwards.
"Can we do the gravestones now~~~" y/n suggested picking the fake graves up.
I helped her carry them to the front of the house and we laid them round the lawn.
We then laid the skeleton in front of one of them.
Y/n looked ecstatic.
"Okay now, trick or treaters will come to our home and ask for candy." I explained.
"Did you buy candy?" She asked as we walked back into the kitchen.
"Y/n you have so many damn sweets already." I grabbed the packets of candy out from a cupboard.
"B-but there mine!" She pulled a half sad face.
"Would you rather have your house egged?" I commented she shook her head and opened the packets of sweets and poured them into a big bowl.
"Perfect," I complimented. "Now we watch horror movies till we fall asleep,"
"Okay which one first?" She called jumping on the sofa, candy still in hand.
I joined her on the sofa and grabbed the remote. I started 'favourite horror movie'
It was getting dark as the film started and it was only a matter of time until we'd get children knocking on our door. Y/n looked... happy actually. I'm grateful for the demons of Halloween for distracting her from her break up... and from what we did...
"AH SHIT!" Y/n jumped and shouted as a jump-scare appeared on the screen.
"You wimp!" I laughed and threw a pillow at her face.
"Aish you!" She chucked it harshly at me however I caught it mid-air. Y/n defended herself quickly as I pillow fought with her on the couch.
*knock knock*
Not until the sudden bang on the door did we realise the position we were in. Only inches away from one another, we sat held to the pillows. We immediately sit up from our seats and went to answer the door. Y/n held tightly to her candy as a group of kids shouted the words "trick or treat!"
She hesitantly held the candy out for them. One little guy wearing a vampire costume was staring at me very strangely. I tried to smile at him however his gaze seemed to deepen.
"That's a weird costume mister..." the kid spoke to me.
Y/n started laughing her ass off as the kid critiqued what I was wearing.
"You guys just don't know real swag when you see it." I crossed my arms and pouted.
"Why is mister too small for his clothes?" They asked staring at my oversized top.
"Mister looks like a kitty~" another child commented.
"Y/n stick up for me!!" I complained as the kids hated on me.
"Have a good night guys!~" y/n waved goodbye instead of fighting for me.
"Pfff uneducated kids..." I sighed and pouted hoping for some of y/n's kind words.
"You do look a little bit like a kitten though~" she giggled analysing my features. "Meow meow~" she teased at me.
"Aish you're in for it now..." I threatened with a pillow tightly grasped in my hand.
She also grabbed another pillow and covered herself with it in defence.
"I'd like to see you try!" She launched a pillow at my face hundreds of feathers burst out and covered me. The feathers blocked my vision for a few seconds, when they'd cleared I saw y/n laughing at me.
"You look so fluffy~~~" y/n smiled even wider staring wildly at me. All the feathers stuck to me as y/n came closer and closer her hands reaching out towards the feathers on my hair and clothes.
"S-stop!" I stepped backwards she came even closer. Her hands gripped onto my hair coated in feathers.
She smiled as she fluffed my hair, once she realized how close she was to me her eyes drifted away and her body backed away from mine.
"Let's just finish the movie." I stated lounging comfortably on the couch. Y/n joined me quietly as I resumed the film.
The night continued, every once and a while we'd get trick or treaters y/n lit up with joy every time. I think I'd successfully distracted her from the situation I'd put her through... all there was to do now was drift away to sleep.
Zzzzzzzz