Bam! It's Margera!

Chapter 11 - Updating.

"Jealous?" I question Knoxville's comment, hoping it's not what I think.

"Yeah. Of Bam. But I can't do anything about that, you know?" He chuckles to himself, sitting back on the couch. Shit. It IS what I'm thinking.

"I.. Dont know what to say, really." He sits up and sighs.

"Ive always been jealous of Bam. He a ladies man and always gets the girl. Granted, some are bitches but I know you're not and--" I put my hand on his shoulder.

"Shh. I know. I used to have a friend that would always get the guy. Granted, some of them were assholes, but then she got one whom I wanted. What Im saying is I know how you feel. But don't give up, Johnny. You're a really cool guy and you'll get someone. I promise." I lean and kiss his cheek softly. He looks at me and smiles, looking a lot more relaxed than before.

"Thank you, J." I nod and sit back on the couch, relaxing my ribs.

"My legs are so fucking sore. They're bruised all over." We chuckle so I lift my trousers up to reveal the bruising.

"Look! This is awful!" Johnny sits forward and lifts his trouser leg.

"Oh yeah? Look at this!" I cringe at the bruise on his shin.

"How'd you manage that?!" I laugh, studying the bruise.

"I was running and I hit my shin on a table!" He laughs, rubbing the bruise. Johnny holds my face in his palm and looks into my eyes. "Please dont mention what we talked about to Bam. I can't ruin the gang with it." I look at him and the living room door opens.

"What's going on?" Bam says, looking disheartend.

"Oh, I had something in my eye so I ask Johnny to look to see if he could see anything." Johnny quickly lets go of my face and joins in.

"I- Nope. Nothing there. Could just be a scratch or something." Johnny puts back on his shades and Bam jumps on the couch next to me.

"How you feeling, babe?" Bam holds my ribs gently.

"Im alright. Still sore." He kisses my forehead and hugs me, not squeezing too tightly.

"Where'd you run off to, then?" I ask him, snuggling into him. Johnny stands and exits so I assume he felt like a third wheel. I then put my legs up on the couch and stretch them out slowly.

"Went to get some beer for later. Gonna have the guys over."

"I miss my friends.." I hold his shirt in my hands and think about my friends from England. Coral, Emmie, Molly and Sol. He strokes my back and holds me a little tighter.

"I know, babe. I know."

A few weeks pass and my body's health is regained. My wrist is still in an cast but my ribs arent as sharply painful anymore and I can walk now. Within that time, Ive had many phonecalls with my parents. After seeing Bam's relationship with his parents, I decided to start talking to my dad again. A lot of stuff happened when I was a teen and I stopped the contact. I skyped with a group of my friends, telling them about Bam and the accident. Coral called me a dumbass but they were glad Im alright. Sol told me that her dad's cancer was cured so I told her to get her parents so I could congratulate the family on their news. It's good to catch up. I also skyped with my parents (Mum and step-dad) and as usual, mum got emotional. We had a good discussion about stuff at home, I got to see my dog and cats again, I even got to say hi to my brother who gave a surprise visit. He asked how America was so I told him about Bam and the guys. I saw the jealousy in his face so I went and got Bam so I could introduce him.

"Gotta say Jess, Im pretty jealous." I laughed at him.

"See, mum? Proving the gay!" They all laugh and Emily, his wife, pops up behind.

"How's the baby coming along, Em?" My sister in law announced she was pregnant before i left for America, so I like to be updated.

"It's good. Wish you could feel the kicking. It's SO weird." We talked for a while before we all say goodbye to each other. I like catching up with family. Lets me know how things are and how updated the guys all are. When i hung up, i noticed Sol was still online so thought I'd call her up again and talk. We had a long chat about the times we talked. About our old obsessions with celebs.

"Supernatural, though." I can see the memories fill her head by the look on her face. We end up talking for hours on end about our childhood and how much fun we'd have talking about the most stupid stuff. It gets to 11 when Bam comes in.

"HOLY SHIT." Sol watches Bam come over to me and kiss my forehead.

"Who's this then?" He gives a little wave so Sol waves back.

"This is Bucket, one of my closest friends. Sol, this is Bam. As you know." I laugh and she's still almost starstruck. We all talk for a while until I tell Sol that Ive gotta sleep as Im pretty tired.

"We'll talk again soon, mmkay?" I say to her, she now looking a little disheartened. I tell her goodnight and I shut off the computer.

"Come here." He offers his hand to me so I stand and he pulls out his phone. He pulls me to his side and opens the app for the camera.

"Hey, I have a camera you know." He looks at the camera on the side.

"Oh yeah! Lets use that." I grab the camera.

"Lay on the bed on your belly, I have a plan." He looks at me, smirking with an eyebrow raised. "Noooo!" I laugh and he does what I ask. I then crawl on top of him, my legs around his body. I place the camera down on the bed away from us, but making sire we're in the view and set a timer. He leans on his hand, looking up at me with that "Sighing smile" look. I ruffle my hair and grin. The picture takes so I grab the camera and look at the image.

"That so lush." I then show him.

"Awh, yep. Thats the one." He laughs and smiles up at me. I then climb off and start the computer up again.

"why did you want a photo, by the way?" I ask him, plugging in the camera to the computer.

"I wanted to upload it to facebook and stuff so I can show them my girl. But your photo definitely shows you much better." I laugh, waiting for the PC to load up. Once it does, I upload the picture and save it.

"All yours." I get off the chair and let him post it to wherever, the first being facebook. I look at the caption; "My girl Jess. Love you" I smile and kiss his cheek. I decide that I want to do the same, so I use the same photo with a different caption; "Love you, feg." He laughs and kisses me softly. The first person to comment is Coral. "Gay." I laugh, as does Bam.

"You fucking KNOW it." I reply back to her. I start to feel my ribs hurting so I decide to start heading to bed. We walk to our room and I slide under the duvet.

"You're still wearing your clothes." I groan and sit up. I pull off my shirt and trousers and throw then to side. I settle back down and cover my face with the duvet. He chuckles and comes into bed with me. I shuffle closer to him and embrace him, snuggling into his chest, smiling. Yeah. Love him.