Hold Me Tight (Kim Namjoon x Reader)

Chapter 31

"Tell me what happened again?"

"Gi, you've asked this like 10 times already. Namjoon and I are getting married."

"I understand that, but like how and why."

"Because I realized that he's the only one I'll ever love. Do you approve?" you asked Yoongi.

"I mean yeah, I already approved when you were in high school. Thank god, I'm so tired of seeing him moping around the house. It's quite depressing, and that's coming from a guy that hasn't had a date in years. Maybe that's not something I want to say out loud. And if you marry him, I'll finally get to boss him around."

"Yoongi, you already do that." you whined. But part of you were happy, knowing that he really does love you. You were pretty nervous about telling Yoongi, you were scared that he wouldn't agree. But your brother knows the consequences of separating the two of you.

"Shhhh." he said, holding up his index finger in your direction. "So when's the wedding?"

"Well unfortunately the venue is booked up, so we have to keep the date. It'll be the same as it was before." you answered. You couldn't cancel the catering as well, and your dress was definitely ready. The last thing was just changing the wedding invites.

"That seems quick." Yoongi said.

"I know. But will you still give me away?"

"Of course." he declared, "Who else was gonna do it, Jin hyung? Don't make me laugh. He can officiate or something." You nervously laughed, thinking about all the dad jokes that he'll make. Yoongi senses your dilemma and added, "We'll have Jisoo proof-read everything first and threaten him if she has to. Don't worry."

"Thank you, I'll call mom tomorrow. Do you think she'll be mad?"

"She was secretly looking after him behind my back, I think she knew this day would come. She'll be happy for you." he reassured you.

"But speaking of which, where is Namjoon?"

"He's probably at the station still, he's been doing a lot of overtime."

"Why?"

"He said he doesn't want you to pay for everything for the wedding."

"Why not? The movie practically paid for everything."

"Men have egos, Y/N. Your fiance might be humble, but he has a big ego too."

"But his job isn't dangerous right? Like yours?"

"Aww, are you worried?"

"Yoongi, every morning I pray that you come back home in one piece. I can't lose anyone anymore. Of course I'm worried." That caught him off guard, you saw that his eyes were watery, but he coughed it off.

"Don't worry, he'll be fine-" There was a knock on the door, interrupting the conversation. Yoongi lazily got off from the couch and moved to the door, you stayed on the sofa, scrolling through your phone.

"What the fuck happened?" you heard Yoongi yelling.

"Gi, what's wrong?"

"Y/N, I think you have to postpone the wedding."

You sighed, getting up from your seat and joining him at the front door."What are you talking about-" You stopped when you saw what he meant. Namjoon stood outside, a cast on his foot. Hoseok was supporting him. Your jaws dropped.

"I swear it'll be better before the wedding." Namjoon said apologetically.

"I don't give a damn about that." you said, helping him inside and setting him on the sofa, "What happened?" Namjoon looked at Hoseok, who then answered for him.

"Someone was feeling very heroic after his engagement and decided to chase an armed robber by himself. And then he fucken fell." Hoseok laughed his heart out. Namjoon on the other hand looked embarrassed. Yoongi was both annoyed and amused. "But seriously though, I'm happy for you two. Don't forget to send me an invitation."

"Of course, oppa. Thank you." you said, trying to smile.

"How long is he gonna be out for?" Yoongi asked, this is his superior side.

"Two weeks at most." Hoseok answered. Yoongi nodded, then left the room to make some calls. When he came back, he looked even more annoyed.

"Alright, Namjoon, don't show up at work for the next two weeks. You need to get better for your wedding. In the meantime, I had your paperwork be sent to my office, so I'll take care of those."

"Hyung, you don't have to-"

"Yes, I do. You will get better and make my sister happy. You hear me?" Yoongi threatened and Namjoon nodded.

"But with that said, I won't be able to stay home and take care of you."

"You never really did before."

"Shut up. It's not good if you move around a lot."

"He can move in with me." Everyone turned to look at you. "I-I mean it makes sense, we're going to move in with each other sooner or later and I'm not working now so I can take care of him."

"I don't really care, I just need him to get better. So what do you say, Namjoon?" Yoongi asked.

"Uh, yeah. I would love that." Namjoon answered.

"Okay, it's late now. I can come back tomorrow and pick you up."

"Um, wait." he spoke up again, "Can-can I come home with you tonight?"

Your eyes widened but you tried to keep calm. One more night wasn't going to hurt. He looks like a sleepy koala right now, you just wanted to tuck him in bed. So you nodded. His face lit up and tried getting up to start packing. Yoongi held his shoulder down.

"Tell me what you need, I'll pack for you."

He didn't have a lot of stuff, so it didn't take long to pack. He was particulars about his books and action figures. You didn't mind because you knew he was a kid at heart. Hoseok and Yoongi helped put the stuff in your trunk, and then helped Namjoon to the passenger side. You didn't think about how you were going to transfer all the luggage to your apartment. But you could just call Jungkook tomorrow. For tonight, you;ll just take out some clothes for him to change into.

"Do you want dinner?" you asked as the two of you entered the apartment.

"No, I think I want to sleep." he answered. So the two of you got ready for bed. It was never said aloud, but you both knew that you would be sharing a bed. It wasn't the first time, but it was the first time that both of you are consciously aware of it. You felt nervous for some reason. What if he doesn't like the way you sleep, or how you look when you first wake up, or what if you fart during the night.

You saw him changing into his pajamas with cute little koalas on them. He looked cute, the duality of Kim Namjoon never cease to amaze you. You helped him lay down, carefully putting his leg on the bed. As soon as you laid down, he wrap his arms around you. It felt like clockwork, something that occurs right on time, without thinking, without hesitation.

"Y/N, what's wrong? I can sense it."

"Nothing."

"You're mad at me aren't you?"

"Of course I'm mad at you. You chased after someone that had a weapon. What if you got more hurt?! How could I live with I had lost you ?" You didn't realize that you had been crying, he pulled you closer to his chest.

"I'm so sorry, baby girl. I should have been more careful. I will not be so reckless next time, I promise. I love you so much Y/N."

"I love you too." you gave him a quick kiss and sank back into his chest. The two of you then doze off to sleep in each other's warmth.