Suicidal

Chapter 4

**Recap**

"WHAT? Why didnt she tell me this?! i thought she went to the hospital because she fell of something! I DIDNT KNOW SHE WAS SUICIDAL!?" I yelled.. by now i was pacing back and forth rethinking if i should ask her on a date with me

Camerons POV

I got a text from Allie saying

Allie - hey! Carly was asking if me and you wanted to go to a party tommorow at 8?

Cameron - I dont think i can im going to see a movie with Nash tommorow night.. sorry

Allie - oh its ok.. i guess we can hang out another time i guess.. :(

Cameron- Maybe.. well i gtg bye see you later

Allie- Bye..

A couple minutes later..

Allie- Cameron Wait! 

Cameron- What do you want

Allie- nevermind.. you probably dont want to know

Cameron- No i dont goodbye

I feel so mean now. But i have to i cant be with someone who is like that. we dont belong together

Allies POV

Why is cameron acting so weird. Oh well ill go to the party by myself i guess i dont even care if Carly said i cant go without Cameron.

The next day

All day today Cameron has ignored me. I cant believe him! i cant believe that i actually started to like him. Time to get ready for the party

I decided to curl my hair with loose curls.. then i added a lil bit more make then i usually do. then i wear a white strapless lace dress with a jeweled headband going hippie ways around my head.. then to top it all off i wore white converse with a pink one strap purse.

When i arrived at the house it smelled like straight butt and alcohol. So i started to walk around and i found a drunk cameron with another girl! i cant believe him.. I ran up to him and slapped him in the face

"how could you" i yelled at him then started to run out of the house. then he caught my arm before i could do anything

"how could you not tell me that your suicidal!" Cameron yelled at me then slapped my face. then went all crazy and started to punch and kick me

"worthless" "stupid" "ugly" Cameron yelled at me

I started to cry.. just the thought he would say that and adding onto it everyone was laughing at me.

then i felt something cold poor on top of me. It was alcohol.

"haha is little Allie crying now" Cameron said laughing

I ran out the door soaking wet and throbbing from Camerons hard punches and kicks

I hate myself. i hate my LIFE and now one of my favorite dresses are ruined. I want to kill myself.

Cameron is a jerk gosh! But hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Please Vote and Comment! 

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