Make Me Fall For You (-currently editing-)

Chapter 12 part 2

<Ryan>

It feels like hell. When the person you love with all your heart, does even look at you, it feels like hell. I know I was an asshole, I always had been. Jayden knows that too. But why can't he forgive me this time too??

I was already shocked when I came to know that he left Sheraton, and he won't come here again. But that wasn't going to stop me from being with him again. I love him and I will definitely make him mine.

With that motive I followed him to the party, he got drunk though. That was still fine as long as I got to be with him, dance with him, kiss him. Until..

Until his expression softened looking somewhere. And I knew that look, he used to look at me with those mesmerizing green eyes just like that, as if I was the most beautiful piece of art. But now he was looking at Mike!!

That piece of shit!! I threatened him on the first day here but it seems he didn't get the message. I am going to kill him.

I got my chance when I saw him walking towards the bathroom. He going to pay for making Jayden fall for him!

It was going on as I expected, with my punches and kicks landing on that little piece of shit until Kyle stopped me. He pulled me out of the bathroom and I let him do it.

I don't know why but I let him.

Why did I? His touch always managed to get me. I didn't realize it before but now that he got me out of the bar and was shouting at me, almost whining like a baby, he looks cute. STOP IT RYAN!!

You are imagining things. But no, he is indeed cute, with those blue eyes almost like ocean, his dark pink lips that I wonder how it would taste under my lips, his soft cheeks-

"Stop it Ryan! What the fucking are you doing?" Finally pulled out of my thoughts, I looked at Kyle again noticing that I had my hand against his cheeks, my fingers tracing his softness.

"Stop it!" He yelled smacking my hands. "Are you wasted already? Let me take you home?"

I let him drag me again. What is he doing to me? Why can't I moved my eyes away from him?

Settling me in the passenger seat, he got in drivers one. The drive was really refreshing as I got my windows down. The night scene rolled in my head again and again, and I still fine it amusing for why am I letting this guy control me? I stole a glance at him, he looked relaxed against the steering wheel focused on the road ahead. This guy?

This question started not long ago but is it possible to change feelings from one person to another within minutes?

With these thoughts flowing in my mind, I didn't realize we had reached my home, more like an apartment I rented. My parents lived in another town and I transferred here for Jayden, they didn't seem to mind anyway because I was always a hard person to deal with.

"Now, are you even getting out?" Kyle was holding the door open for me. I stepped out and the sudden dizziness made my next step messed up. And the next thing I knew, I was lying on top of Kyle sprawled on the floor.

"Are you fine?" Kyle asked, for I just nodding my head, stood up and held out my hand for him. I knew he could stand on his own but still I hoped he would grab my hand which he did, hesitantly.

"Yes, I am. Let me take you inside. I don't think you are fine." I didn't object to that.

Shutting the door behind me, I switched on the lights. My apartment was nothing special, so there wasn't much to say about it.

"Would you like to have something? Coffee?" I offered. With that he ownself entered kitchen and started preparing it. "I will help you with that." He didn't help but made it on it own.

We were sitting on the chairs side by side. This felt like.... like the most normal thing to do, to have a cup of coffee with him by my side and nothing to say. This felt home now.

"Do you live by yourself?"

"Yup, you know that I transferred from Sheraton right?"

"Yeah of course."

The silence followed again but I was quick to break it. "Why don't you stay here tonight? " wow, here you go already!!

"I don't think that will be a good idea, my parents might be expecting me."

"You can call them or leave them a msg." He seemed to think about that for a minute, and that was my cue. "It's already past midnight, it will be unsafe to drive this late at night. C'mon think about it"

"Umm..Yeah. I guess you are right. I will stay here tonight then."

Okay that was easy! But what exactly am I trying to do? FUCK!!

"So you wanna eat something before going to sleep? Omelette sandwich?"

"Yeah sure", he again came to help to which I helped him too.

We were now laying on the bed. He seemed to be in deep sleep already. I looked at him, my mind completely blank. I didn't think of Jayden, or Mike or anyone, it was just me and a soundly sleeping guy. The guy that is without any reason making my heart beat faster.

What is he doing to me!?

I turn to look at him, breaths leaving his parted lips slowly, eyes closed with beautiful thick eyelashes, cheeks shining with the moonlight coming through the parted curtains. He looks beautiful!

I couldn't stop myself from kissing those shiny, soft cheeks. I wanted to kiss his those lips that are parted taunting me to kiss them fully but I won't. Not until he returns the kiss willingly.

I might be an asshole but with him, I want to be a person who he would look forward to, I want to be a nice person.

I never thought any person would make me think so. I never thought I would fall for someone within minutes. But now I know that this person lying beside me will be mine!!

I will make him fall for me!

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