The unpredictable life

~5~

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"omma~ I don't think it's necessary ..."

Mina was a little hurt when Jimin blurted those words. She looked down.

"What do you mean not necessary? Your wife deserves happiness too"

Jimin looked at Mina.

"Ani-e yo.... He is right.. it don't matter" Mina said before standing up. She bowed and excused herself. She went up to the room, tears were forming in her eyes.

"Jimin ah... She has a heart too. I don't care , you guys are still going"

Jimin looked at his mom and sighed..

"Okay then.. I want our honeymoon to be at ... London."

"Jimin ah please do-'

"Omma! If it's not london i am not going "

Mrs Park sighed. She didn't want him to go there . She knows his motive is to look for Seulgi. Till now he still believes that Seulgi is still alive.

~Meanwhile in the room~

'Why is he soo mean? Why must this happen to me? I dont mean to be rude but i really couldn't stand being there any longer.. His words hurt my feelings. After raping me and he acted like nothing happened and now he is still harsh towards me. What am i? A toy?'

"Omma.. I want to go home..pleasee" 

Mina sobbed softly . She sat by the window looking outside. She miss her parents. 

Her thoughts were disturbed when she heard footsteps getting near. She jumped on the bed and pretended to sleep. 

Jimin walks in at the sight of Mina "sleeping" , back facing him. He knew she was still awake. 

"I've warned you.. to not take this marriage seriously. You see now ? you hurt yourself" He casually said those while changing his clothes eyes still glued at her figure.

' I have feelings too!!' Mina shouted in her head.

She couldn't take it .. her tears wouldn't stop falling. 

" I'll be home late. Don't wait for me" And with that he left her .

Mrs Park saw Jimin walk out of his room.

"Where are you going son?"

"Out with Jungkook and the rest. Don't stay up late omma and rest well" He kissed his mom forehead and head out. 

Mrs Park sighed looking at her son. How could he act like he have no wife at all? She stepped in their room to check on Mina. She knows from Mina's eyes earlier.. She was hurt. 

She pushed the door open slowly and heard soft sobs. She felt bad. Because of her son , Mina is now crying. She sat on the bed beside the crying Mina.

"Im sorry... Im sorry...." Mrs Park repeated those words and took Mina in her arms. Mina sobs got louder and louder .. She couldn't hide it no more. It hurts soo much.

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-At the club -

"Hyung how's marriage life?"

"Yeah shouldn't you be at home now" Hoseok said shaking his head at the fact that Jimin still have not change even after getting married.

" It is too tiring. She's too weak and it annoys me" Jimin took a sip of his drink.

"Everyone is different Jimin ah. You should try opening your heart for her." Namjoon pat Jimin's shoulder.

"I can't hyung. Everytime im around her... there's this feeling... a feeling that me myself don't understand. I hate it"

"Did she remind you of seulgi? " Taehyung said looking at Jimin .

"I don't know... I have too many flashback of seulgi when im with her. I even raped her thinking she was Seulgi.." Jimin eyes started to get teary.

"WHAT?! YOU RAPED HER???" All of them shouted in unison.

"I DON"T KNOW! It just ... it just happen.. after i got flashback of Seulgi i did it.. I wish - i really wish that was really Seulgi. I wanted to do all those to her before Jaebum get to even touch her. I wish i was her first and last. But because of that bastard, I don't even get the chance to tell her i want to marry her.. say I really love her " Jimin tears fell thinking of Seulgi . He miss her. 

His friends sighed. They comforted him. They know how much Jimin loves Seulgi. But she's gone.. forever. There is nothing they could do to change the situation.

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Jimin's pov

It was 3 am . I entered my room only to find her fast asleep. I sat at the side of the bed and stare at her feature. She look soo tired. Did she cry? Her eyes are swollen.

"Mina.." I called out her name making her stir in her sleep. We needed to pack for our flight the next morning. 

"Mina~ " Still no answer . I sighed . Whatever im just going to pack for her. This is why getting married is tiring. Now i don't only do things for me.. but for her too. It's more tiring when you get married to someone you don't love because whatever you do for them .. is just like a burden. 

I finish packing like about an hour. I sat on the bed and lean on the bed frame. I couldn't sleep since i can't wait.. can't wait to search for the love of my life. I played with my phone and didn't realize it was already 6 am. We need to get going.

"Mina.. wake up"

"hmm" 

I pulled her up to sit. She was still sleepy . 

"We need to catch our flight"

She nodded but still not moving an inch, eyes closed . Why is she soo sleepy.

"Yah we need to hurry to catch our flight." I said and pulled her hand to stand . She stumbled but got her balance right after. She walk unsteadily to the bathroom and closed the door. I bet she don't even know why she is taking a bath now. I shook my head. I went out to the guest room and used the bathroom there.

I did this chapter in a hurry so i apologize for any lacking ! Do look forward for the next chapter!