Suicide isn't a choice [Yuqi]

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Yuqi and I have been dating for quite a while now and we are the type who are able to open up anything about themselves to their partner.

But recently, Yuqi has been acting a little weird and I'm not sure why...

She has been on her phone more often and has been getting more notifications as usual.

Yuqi and I just started university and I don't see the reason why she should be unhappy.

Neither is stress a problem either, I've tried asking about the matter and she just shrugs it off and tells me she is just tired.

Yuqi POV
People have been talking about how good looking the new freshman is.

How cool he is when he walks, how cute he is when he smiles, how funny he is when he jokes.

The thing is, he's my boyfriend. Don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous or anything.

I just can't take it anymore...I felt a buzz in my pocket and I took out my phone and read the notifications.

Urfatass9648:
Yo dumbass u should go n kill urself bcoz ur not worth it for Y/N. He is too good for u. Dont take stuff that are too expensive for u...go fuck urself

[A/N: No hate to that...]

I held my tears back as I lay back down on my bed. I felt another buzz from the phone.

With shaking hands, I clicked on the message.

Babe😘:
Babe~ I miss you...wanna eat lunch together?

I felt happy knowing that Y/N will always be on my side.

So I agreed to have dinner with him and met up with him at the venue.

He insisted to pay for this meal as we both fought for the bill.

My heart warmed at how gentlemanly he is and suddenly remembered those hate comments.

I feel like I am not good enough for such a guy like him. Such simple actions of his should not be taken by me.

He should go with someone better than me right? I am not good enough for him right?

He tapped me on the shoulder.

"Yuqi, are you okay? You don't sem like your usual self recently. Is anything bothering you?"

"No, I'm fine..." I faked a smile and walked ahead of him.

He held my hand and stopped me from going further. I turned around and faced him.

"Yuqi, pass me your phone."

Oh. My. Holy. Shit. He is definately going to see those comments and he...

Y/N POV
I felt like Yuqi has been too engrossed in her phone lately and wanted to see what she is up to.

But when I asked her for her phone, her face turned pale and I started to wonder if something is really going on.

She can't be cheating on me right?

"Yuqi ah, why do you have such a bug reaction when I asked for your phone? Is something wrong?"

"No...it's nothing just..."

"Yuqi, you can tell me anything. I won't blame you or anything, please at least let me know what is going on..."

"No..."

"Yuqi ah..."

"NO! I SAID NO! It is not your fault...It's my fault..."

With that said, she ran off before I even tried to chase her.

I tried searching for her for hours but I couldn't find her anywhere so I thought that she might be at home.

I got home and tried to text her or even call her but she isn't replying.

After an hour, I started to get very anxious and I couldn't take it anymore and I ran to her house.

I keyed in the passcode to open her door and I bust inside but I didn't see anyone.

At that moment, I started to hear crying sounds from her bedroom's bathroom.

I knocked on the bathroom door, "YUQI! I KNOW YOU ARE IN THERE! LET ME IN!"

"LEAVE ME ALONE! I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE! JUST GO!"

I started to get really worried and gave a few attempts to bust the door down.

But after 10 times of trying, I finally opened the door and the sight I saw after that wasn't so pleasant.

Yuqi was in a corner, a tiny puddle of blood was beside.

The blood dripping from her tiny wrist as she cried in pain.

I didn't hesitate to scoop her into my arms and ran to the hospital.

"Y/N...put me down...let me die...I'm not good enough for you...find someone better than me..."

"I will never! Because the person who cheers me up every single day, that person is the only thing that motivates me to go to school, the person who listens to my rants and troubles, the only person who accepts me for who I am, that person is the only motivation for me to live and that person is you. Song Yuqi. You are the only person I will love and I hope you feel the same..."

After I finished my sentence, Yuqi fainted in my arms and I sped up, running faster than ever.

After admitting her to the hospital, I sat outside the A&E.

I prayed so hard that Yuqi will be alright. I jumped up when the doctor came out of the operating room.

"Doctor, how is she?"

"She is alright. Not to worry, her wounds are minor and didn't cut into the flesh that much. She will need to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days."

"Thank you doctor!"

He smiled and left. I entered the room and see Yuqi lying peacefully on the bed.

It was already morning and I woke up and bought some flowers for Yuqi before going to the hospital to visit her.

I entered the room of about 6 patients to see her bed empty with the bed beside hers.

I freaked out for a moment, did something happen to her?

I pointed at the bed and asked a nurse that was passing by, "Nurse, where is this patient?"

"Oh...sorry to say but she passed away early this morning."

The nursr left and I kneeled down with my palms on my hand as I brawled my eyes out.

"How could this happen? You were fine yesterday?!"

I heard someone snicker and tap me on the shoulder.

I looked up and saw Yuqi standing there.

I stood up and hugged her tightly. "I thought you were dead?!"

"The nurse thought you were talking about the other patient. She passed away this morning, sad story."

"She scared the crap out of me! So...you're not going to suicide anynore right?"

"Why would I possibly suicide when I have such an amazing boyfriend?"

That's how it all ended. No harm. No pain. Just joy.

I hope it meets your requirements! 😊 Not edited so it might have typos

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