A/N: Warning, slight Waycest and if you don't like it then boohoo. I don't care, no offense. It's not graphic anyways. And there's gonna be self harm warnings like, I'll just leave a note in bold.
Mikey
"Where is Frank anyways?" I ask Gerard softly, he hums, "His room, why?" Gerard says, picking up crayons. "Just wondering." I say as I look down. He just nods.
"Will you stay in my room tonight?" I ask barely above a whisper, Gerard stops moving, "Why? Is something wrong Mikes?" He asks, worry lacing in his words. I sigh, "It's just. I've been lonely since Pete and I broke up." I murmur.
"You and Pete broke up?" Gerard asks, forcing my chin up with two fingers. His eyebrows were knitted together, "Yeah. I got tired of all the- the. Uhm the sex, and he just left me. He said we lost our spark." I mumble, obviously embarrassed.
Gerard kisses my forehead, "Mikey, I'm so sorry. He's just a douche bag okay? You'll find someone way better than him." He whispers, hugging me tightly. I nuzzle into his chest and breath in his scent and close my eyes.
"I love you, Gerard." I murmur, holding him close. "I love you too, little bro." Gerard whispers, kissing my ear softly. I nuzzle against his face and purr quietly like a kitten. "I will come sleep with you, as long as you want. I'm sure Frankie won't mind." Gerard says softly.
*
Gerard lays asleep, his arms wrapped protectively around my waist. His red hair sprawled out across my pillows, I smile slightly.
My smile fades when my eyes dance across his thin pink lips, I shiver. "Gee?" I whisper, he snores softly. I chew my lip gently and lean forward, grazing my lips across his. Finally I push my lips against his.
Gerard's head yanks back quickly, "Mikey?!" He shrieks, falling off of the bed. I go wide eyed and my face flushes with embarrassment. Mikey you fucking idiot.
"W-what the hell?!" Gerard yells, getting up and running out. I lay their, baffled by my own idiocy. Tears well up in my eyes and they pour down my cheeks slowly, "I'm so stupid." I whisper.
Gerard
I make it to my room and run straight to the toilet, Frank was in the bathroom already, probably from the morning sickness, I lightly push him away and throw up into the toilet.
Every time I thought about Mikey I threw up even more, "Gee?! Gerard are you okay?!" Frank yells, once everything was out of my system, I shiver in disgust.
My fucking brother kissed me. How do I tell my husband that?!
"M-m-mikey." I stutter, shaking my head fast. "Mikey what? Is Mikey okay?" Frank whines, "H-he kissed me!" I finally spit out. Frank gags, "He kissed you?!" He yells, I nod and wipe my mouth. I scurry over to the sink and snatch my tooth brush up, squirting tooth paste onto it, wet it a little then shove it into my mouth.
Once I finish violently brushing my teeth, I shiver again. "I-i guess he thought I was asleep? I-it. Frank it was horrible. Th-that's incest?!" I yell, tears falling down my cheeks. Frank gets up and hugs me tightly, "Gerard. You need to, like, call the police? The incest hotline?" He say softly, I shake my head. "No, Frankie. I love my little brother to death but I'm not putting him in a mental hospital." I say.
"I-i. I need to go apologize to him, Frank. His face when I screamed, he looked scared and broken. What if he does something stupid?" I say nervously. Frank kisses my cheek, "Go talk to him about it, yeah?" He mewls, I nod.
"Call me if something happens alright?" Frank says, kissing my head. I nod and wipe my cheeks, guilt swirling around my body. I peck his lips then walk out, down to Mikey's room.
I know softly, "M-mikes?" I say. Foot steps approach the door, then it opens slowly. "G-gee, Gee I'm so sorry." He whispers, I step inside.
WARNING! WARNING! SELF HARM BEYOND THIS POINT! I'll post another note when it stops
Mikey holds out his long and pale arms.
My eyes squeeze shut tightly, the images of large red cuts going across his skinny wrists, causing my stomach to lurch.
"Mikey no. No, you promised me!" I shout, grabbing his shoulders, my eyes still stitched shut tightly to stop the fighting tears. Mikey whimpers and steps closer, nuzzling into my chest. I wrap my arms around him tightly.
"I-i'm sick Gerard!" Mikey yells, I close the door with my foot. "No Mikey, you aren't sick." I whisper, whimpering slightly.
*
"He hurt himself Frankie. It's all my fault." I say between small sobs, Frank rubs my back, "No Gerard, it isn't your fault." He says soothingly. I cry even harder, "If I would have just stayed there with him I could have stopped him!" I cry.
Frank rubs my back and plays with my hair, "Calm down Gee. Lay down, I'll get you some hot tea and a warm rag." He says. I lay down and looks up at him with red rimmed eyes, he camps a sweet kiss to my forehead.
I lay there while he makes my tea.
When the door creeps open I expect to see Frank, but Mikey steps in with bandaged arms. I flinch and whine loudly. He takes small steps to my bed and sits behind me, then lays down, wrapping his arms around me.
I turn to face him and nuzzle up under his chin, crying. "Shh, Gee I'm okay. It's okay." Mikey mewls softly, I shake a little and whimper softly. "No more hurt Mikey." I whisper, he nods and sighs. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry for kissing you and for hurting myself. I'm so sorry." He says.
"I-it's okay. J-just no more." I say quietly, rubbing my cheek against his jaw softly. He chuckles, "I love you, Gee." He whispers, "I love you too, Mikes." I say, drifting off asleep.
SELF HARM END
I sit up and yawn, looking over at Mikey who lay curled up in a ball next to me, I smile and kiss his head softly.
Slowly, I shuffle into the kitchen, "Morning sweet heart." Frank's voice yawns from the couch. "Dear God, please tell me you did not sleep on the couch last night." I deadpan, looking down at him. Frank sighs and pulls me next to him, nuzzling my shoulder cutely.
"No, I snuck in a few minutes ago and saw you two asleep. So I made coffee and muffins. They're in the process right now." Frank says, I yawn again and nod, kissing him softly. Frank kisses back and smiles, looking up at me with puppy dog eyes.
"What?" I ask with a small chuckle, "Nothing. I just love you." Frank says quietly, "I love you too sugar." I coo, kissing his nose softly.
A/N: Sad chapter dear God, I am so sorry for that. -rchlxo
