if you love me let me go

Introduction

    I woke up this morning. Sunshine flushing over my face. I hate the mornings. Actually I hate the world. But that's nothing new. What is new is that this morning I feel happy, I love the morning today and I dont know why.

   I grew up in a Christian home. I've followed God my entire life. When I do somthing before i do anything, I say " is this acceptable in god's eyes".

   I got out of bed straight away and put on very, very blue high waisted Jean's. And a white crop top that you can she my black bra through. My avacado socks slid onto my feet and so did my Maroon Van's. I did my makeup and headed out the door, and to my work.

   When ever I would do somthing God would not approve of I immediately ask for forgiveness and learn from my mistakes, never to do that again.

   I smiled as I walked towards my job
As a bartender. Its crazy how early people drink. And since we are a 24/7 bar. We get alot of alcoholics.

   I pray for the people who do not do as God wishes, I pray for god to forgive them every single day. But just because i pray for them doesn't mean thy are forgiven for there sins.

   I tend to pretty much everyone. Heavy drinker (who never gets drunk), the men who were just dumped, or the couples who were cheated on. You name it and we serve that person.

   The grass withers and the flowers fade. But the word of the lord stands forever -isaiah 40:8

   When I got to work my best friend Cleo texted me

Cleo: Heyy gurl
Lili: working.
Cleo:plz this is important!
Lili: fine.
Cleo: your going to a concert with me tonight, you cant say no cause I already bought you a ticket.
Lili: ugh, fine. Also that wasnt important.
Cleo:um yes I was, anyways bye I luv u
Lili:bye love you to 🙄

   I hate concerts. They are to crowded for my liking. Not to mention the fact that the music Cleo listens to is basically satan's music.

《After work》

   I'm walking home, still having a burst of energy. Cleo text me

Cleo: wear sum cute
Lili:yeah, yeah okay
Cleo:I'll be at your house in 30 minutes Bae.
Lili:gotcha. I'll be ready by then.

   I walked a little bit faster home, and as soon as I got home I immediately went to my closest.

   I finally decided on high waisted light washed Jean's with holes in them. A neon yellow short sleave crop top, I kept on my avocado socks (they are lucky, and yes I do wash them), and some astronaut Van's. I do cat eyeliner, my highlight, and my matte lipstick.

Cleo:boo I'm here, get your ass down here.
Lili:CLEO!
cleo: lol sorry bae , forgot bout the rule.
Lili:I'll be down in a second.
Cleo:kay.

   I grabbed my iPhone and my purse and went and got into Cleos car.

《At the concert》

   We made it to our seats. Pushing through all of those people was NOT easy.
"Oh um.. I'm required to warn you that, er.. this guy is basically satan."
My eyes widen"w-wait for real?"
"FO REALZ GURL"
I roll my eyes "Cleo. My lord."
   The band that played before the actual band played and it was a couple more seconds until the actual band came on. The crowd started counting.
10...
9...
8...
7...
6...
5...
4...
3...
2...
ONE!!!
I jumped a bit, I saw a man and three other people came onto stage with him. One behind the drums. One with a guitar, and another one played guitar. "How are you sinners today?" Everyone said a variety of good, amazing,aright,fantastic. I didn't answer. "Alright well that's good."

   After a minute he starts to sing. "GURL IF YOU SANG BESIDE HIM YALL WOULD SOUNF GUUD. CAUSE BAE YOU GOT THE VOICE OF AN ANGEL. " I laughed at Cleo. Alot of people tell me that. Most say that I sound like Alexa Ray, exactly like her. I dont know what that means but alright.

   "CLOSE THE GOD DAMN DOOR!" I gasped in horror. Cleo just laughed.  "DAMN GURL NEIL ARMSTRONG COULD HEAR YOU FROM THE MOON WOTH THAT GASP." I saw the man glace over to me and smile. "CLEO STOP CURSING! I SEE WHAT YOU MEAN BY HE IS SATAN! HE JUST FRUGALLY CURSED IN GODS NAME!" Cleo bursted out laughing. And at the same time so did the man singing. The crowd stood confused. So did I. It was completly quiet until Cleo yelled "WHAT THE FUCK!?" making the man laugh again. "Alright guys, I'm sorry for that. And I'll give you an extra song at the end, as an apology." He continued to sing. Every so often looking over here.