if you love me let me go

chapter 5

Tonight is the night of my date. I didnt expect to me going on a date with satan. But woop there it is. Cleo put me in her off the shoulder black lace dress. And her black ankle strap heels. I wore my locket of course but couldn't tuck it in so I just wore it out, which for me, was a bold move.

Cleo drove me to Crystal's, an fancy restaurant that I couldn't afford so hopefully he would pick up the bill.

Soon after brendon shows up we were shown to a table and given menus. "I didnt think you would say yes." I rolled my eyes "and I didnt think you would pick such a expensive restaurant, but here we are." He laughed. I could tell he liked it when I was sarcastic. I order the cheapest thing on the list, which was a salad, And wine. Brendon ordered the same thing, considering we some how both were vegetarians.

After we ate we both talked a little bit, laughed at a meme I remembered I saw. He probably wasnt laughing at the meme, but me since I was trying to explain it. Thankfully he paid for the bill, because eif I payed I would have to file for bankruptcy.

《The walk home》

"So, uh lilian? Maeby we can go out again sometime?" I smiled "well of course satan, anytime" i looked at my phone which was buzzing and i answer the text from Cleo
Cleo:hey are you coming home tonight?
Lilian:of course why?
Cleo:well, derek is coming over and i was wanting to spend alone time with him.
Lilian:alright, I'll find some were else to stay, do you have Livs number?
Cleo:her phone isn't working...
Lilian:okay, have fun luv you babes.
Cleo:luv you to, and thanks.
I sigh I dont know were I'm going to go, I might have just enough money to sleep in a motel. I take out my twenty out of my bra and look over to brendon who looks shook. "You didnt know that women keep stuff in there bra?" He shook his head, he mig br not have thought anything could fit in there considering my small boobs. But what ever. I take out my phone and look up motels near by and two popped up. "Why are you looking for motels? Arnt you staying with Cleo?" I looked over to him "she wanted alone time with her boyfriend, she hasn't seen him in a year." I look at the prices for the first motel. It was nice and had good rating, but the price was fifty bucks. The other one on the other hand had horrible reviews and was a complete reck, but cost fifteen. I sigh again "hey, um. You could stay at my hotel if you want." I looked at him, I might have looked a little disgusted "n-not like that! I have an extra room in it so." I shrugged "I mean if it's no trouble for you." He shook his head and smiled walking us both to his hotel.

《Later that night.》

We were sitting at his dining table my knees pulled up to my chest. "So, you dont live in LA?" He nodded his head "I live in navada " I nodded. "When are you going back to Navada?" He shrugged "at least two months, I still have to make music. And after a tour I usually get two months of a break." I nodded. Pulling put my phone, setting it on the table, and scrolling through jobs. "Looking for a new job?" I nodded "how come?" Not looking up at him I say"because my job dosnt pay well. Its why I was evicted. " he nodded and pointed out a good paying job. "That one pays well." I nodded clicking on the ad.

《The next morning 》

I woke up still in my dress. I was in the extra bed room brendon talked out. I walked out of the room to see brendon in the kitchen drinking a beer and talking on the phone, "nah, ha, Ryan shut the hell up and go duck a dick. --- fuck no. You shoula saw this little puppy.--- no Ryan I'm in love with this dog.--- I'm not in love with EVERY dog I see--- nuh uh-- shut the fuck up you flat peice of sea grass." He sees me standing in my door way looking at him "you really shouldn't be drinking this early ya know?" He shrugged. "I know but I'm just kinda kicking it back today, -- what the fuckin hell Ryan no.-- no.-- maybe-- your starting to fuckin post me off you burning dry crosont. -- right, bye ryan." He hangs up his phone. "Sorry bout that." He stands up still drinking his beer. "I'm going to go, I got a interview for that job." He nodded "good luck." I waved and left with a "dont drink to much its bad for health."

《At "home"》

I put on some nice clothes for the interview as a journalist. And head for the building. It was a large glass building with the words "horizon here to let you know about the world" I walk into the building. I'm not necessarily nervous. But I'm not subtle about it either.

《After the interview. 》

I feel as if that could have gone better, the owner made fun of my small body shape, and my height. Which was rude. And the only nice thing she said about me is "you look sixteen and twenty five, are you sure your telling the truth.". I walk out of the building and make my way to the apartment.

It recently rained so when a car drove past, water splashed all over me. The back of my heel broke. And I must be a magnet of creeps because my wrist was grabbed, AGAIN! i turn around to face the guy who grabbed me and saw the man who pulled a knife to my throat. "Look sir, I'm not in the mood today." He smiled trying to pull me to his car. I was already pretty mad by now by how this day have been going and I couldn't handle it any more. "I Said IM NOT IN THE FUCKING MOOD YOU BASTARD" I struck him in the head with my fist knocking him to the ground and turned the other way and walked home, with my broken heel in hand.

I opened the door to the house and saw Cleo on the couch, I walked over to cuddle with her and Instantly had started to cry my eyes out, ranting, and telling her I said the word fuck.