if you love me let me go

chapter 10

《Next friday》

   I rightly hug cleo for a minute "come visit me?" She nodded "only if you come visit me" I let go of her and look out the window of cleos apartment to see brendon putting luggage into the car. With one last hug I go downstairs and get into the car with brendon. Halfway there I get a notification from Facebook saying brendon urie is I'm a relationship which makes me smile. "Hey zach, can you turn on some music?" He nodded and turned the radio on, brendon singing along to every song her knew.

《Three hours in》

   We stop on the side of the street and two other men get in the car. "What the hell we are out for two months and you pick up a girl?" Brendon rolls his eyes, the other man picks up magi. "Another dog to brendon " he shook head. "Hi, I'm Ryan Ross. This dumb ass is Josh Dun." He held out his hand for me to shake and I didnt want to be rude so I took it. "Miss lilian, you can should sit up here."

   I sat up front with the driver and Magi. "So, do you just drive Brendon around?" He chuckled "oh no, I'm his body guard, Zack. I drive him places aswell." I nodded. "I spared you a life. Just wait in three...two...one." yelling came from the back seat making me jump I look back to see all the boys rough housing. " considering you said yes to brendon. You must not be aware of his Melt downs?" I sat there with no words "what?" He laughed and didnt say anything after.

《7 hours later》

   "Alright guys we are pulling in." Zack pulls into a drive way of a beautiful white house. It appears to a modern two story house. As.soon as the vehicle stopped the boys jumped out and darted to the door brendon saying " last one in is a rotten egg" and iconicly being the last one in. I walk magi on her leash up to the door and into the house. Zack following behind me. I see brendon on the floor with two dogs licking his face. I laughed. He stands up and says "welcome home." I smiled. And carfuly watched as the two other dogs played with Magi "this is penny, and this is bogart" he said pointing to each one. I bent down and petted them. "BRENDON PLAY GAMES WITH ME" brendon ran into a room yelling "YOUR GOING TO LOSE" I stood up and looked at Zack. "Okay so far I got dogs, roughhousing, is video games a normal thing to?" Zack nodded. "I can show you around if you'd like miss Lilian." I smiled "Of course,  and you can just call me Lilian." He smiled and showed me around the house.

   The last room was the room bren and his friends were in. Zack and I walked in there to see brendon playing s one person game all the sudden he slides off the couch pouting. "SHIT ZACK GET THE SNACKS!" I saw zack dart out of the room "I dont WANT snacks" zack ran back in handing cheetos to Josh who handed them to Ryan. Ryan put a cheeto on the chair by brendon where his face was. Brendon flicked them away. "Oh this is normal to, brendon looks like a grown man, but has the mind set of a child." I nodded. "UUUUHHHHH" brendon was now ugly crying. Zack rubbed the bridge of his nose with his finger and Josh put his face on his hand. "LILIAN HELP". I stood shocked. I didnt know what to do. "W-what do I do?" Josh started to yell at me to "YOUR HIS GIRL FRIEND AND YOU STILL DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO? YOU WORTHLESS PEOCE OF SHIT." I was almost on the burg of crying "SO YOU JUST GOING TO STAND THERE? DUMB ASS, GET A BRAAIN!" that was it the last little push I needed i grabbed ahold of the locket Brendon gave me and started crying, brendon stopped pouting in got up running over to me. He pulled me into an embrace.

   Zack took me into the kitchen to talk to me. "WHAT THE FUCK GUYS? YOU CANT JUST GOD DAMN DO THAT TO HER, I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF IT WAS PART OF YOUR PLAN OR NOT. IF YOU EVER- EVER FUCKING DO THAT TO HER AGAIN YOU WILL BE PUT OF MY HOUSE." I could hear brendon yelling from the other room. "I'm sorry I didnt stop them lilian, but I was in about as much shock as you were." I shrugged "no, it's okay. I understand that they dont do that alot." He nodded. Magi ran up to us. I picked her up petting her "may i- pet her?" I laughed and nodded "her name is magi if you dont know." By now all of the dogs have came up to us and now wanted attention, so I sat on the floor petting all of them as much as I could. Brendon came in and sat by me playing with the dogs aswell. " I'm going to pick up the groceries. Lilian? Are you a vegetarian?" I nodded. I nodded aswell and left. After he left Josh and Ryan came in and Said "brendon we are leaving, oh um sorry lilian. We didnt mean any of those things." They left after I said "alright." After a minute brendon straight out of the blue kissed me. I was shocked a bit but kissed him back. Soon he was leaving out the back door into a recording studio.

   I was asleep on the couch with my legs pulled up to my chest and my arm propping up my head. "Mi- lilian?" I woke up, I'm a light sleeper so I wake up easily. "Oh do you need help with the groceries?" He shrugged "if your not to tired." I shook my head and went into the kitchen to help him.

   After helping Zack he showed me how to work the tv because I was completely clueless with all off this expensive stuff. I watched the movie gifted Gifted and right when the movie was done brendon came through the back door. I turned odd the tv and went over to him. He grabbed a beer out of the small refrigerator. "Hey, are you alright?" He looked stressed "yeah." He set his beer down and kissed me. When I finally pulled away I asked "what was that for?" He shrugged and kissed me again. After he picked his beer back up and went back to his recording studio. I texted cleo to see how she was doing.
Lilian: hey babes
Cleo:hey! How is it down there?
Lilian:the house is the nicest thing I have ever seen.
Cleo:so you could say is God damn beautiful?
Lilian: nice try love.
Cleo: fuck. Anyways I have a four day week end! Can I come down there tomorrow and stay a couple days. I know you just left but I miss you already.
Lilian: let me make sure it's okay with brendon?
Cleo:text me soon! XOXO
lilian:I will! Love you to.

   Later that night zack made a delicious salad for me and brendon. And ate some himself at the table. After brendon kissed me he led me to my room, the walls were white and the bed clothes were a mixture of brown and blue. There was a little office area as well. "So this is your room. When Cleo visits she can stay in the room right next to yours. And my room is right across from cleos." This was all new because i wasnt shown the upstairs. He pointed to bathrooms and he let me sleep after saying cleo could stay this weekend.

   I woke up to birds chirping and brendon singing as loud as he could. I put on my black jump suit that has ruffled sleeves and my black flats and went down stairs."HAD TO HAVE HOGH HIGH HOPES FOR A LIVING SHOOTING FOR THE STARS WHEN I COULDNT MAKE A KILLING HAD TO HAVE HIGH HIGH HOPES" in my way down the steps I put my hair up in a messy bun. He was making coffee. He then proceeded to pet the dogs and then finally look up to see me. "Hey!" He ran over and kissed me. "I'm going to walk around, if that's okay. I dont know anything that's down here." He nodded "do you want to take Zack?" I shook my head "magi will protect me- wont you?" She barked. I put a leash on her and kissed brendon one last time and left.

    As I walked down the street alot of people were looking at me. One girl stopped me and said "hi! My name is Marycate and I'm a fan of yours. Actually I was the first one to subscribe to you! Can you sign my paper?" I smiled and nodded to her and signed her paper. "Aw- can i?- um pet your puppy?" I nodded and she did. After she left I wasnt stopped any more and honestly that made my day.
   
   I made my way back home and saw brendon, Ryan, and zack in the kitchen. All looking stressed. I walked over to see what was going on. "Okay, what if we call it, Girlfriend?" Brendon looked at Ryan "Ryan I love you, but dont ever let me hear somthing as dumb as that come out of you fucking mouth again." Ryan rolled his eyes " hey." Brendon saw I was there and kissed me. "Do you have any ideas for a tour name?" I shook my head. "How about Pray?" And them Ryan jumped up "FOR THE WHICKED" I smiled " so id be pray for the whicked." Brendons gave lit up as he ran back to the computer and started to upload a bunch of songs. "Ryan, are you ready to tour?" He nodded and brendon and Ryan cheered and high fives. "Lilian can you come with me on tour? Pleaase?" I laughed and nodded. "Cleo can come to if she wants." I nodded and brendon once again pulled me into a kiss. "Why do you keep kissing me?" Brendon smiled "because I love you" he kissed me again. And turns to Ryan and says "LETS GET DRUNK RYAN! CALL JOSH WE ARE GOING TO PARTY!" I laughed looking at Zack who was shaking his head.

   Brendon got me drunk with a couple glasses of wine and whiskey he some how managed to get me to drink. He and Ryan drank a bunch of bear and whiskey. And Josh was drunk by the time he got here. Zack had to leave for his wife, because she was sick. The last thing I remember was brendon kissing me.