if you love me let me go

chapter 2

    Cleo has been bugging me for the past few days to text him. But I dont really think that I should. For I've asked myself if God would approve. I the answer is-i dont know. And that's a problem. My phone starts to buzz and I pick up already knowing its cleo because she is the only one who calls me.
"Hey cleo!"
"HEY BABES! SO?"
"So what?"
"UGH! DID YOU FREAKIN CALL HIM, OR AT LEAST TEXT HIM?"
I sigh "no cleo, I have not."
I hear Cleo grunt from the other side of the phone. "I'm coming over! And if by the time I get there you haven't messaged brendon urie, I will be pissed!"
"Alrighty."
"Also I'm going to get you to say freaking and pissed. I dont know why you dont say those words either."
I laughed and hung up the phone. I scrolled my contact list until I got to brendon, which didnt take long considering one, I know absolutely no one and two, his name starts with a B. I click the message button and contemplated on texting him. I typed the word hi and accidentally send it. "OH NO, NO, NO,NO,NO,NO!".
Brendon:sorry but who is this?
Lilian: this is lilian, I was the girl you saved from that man a couple nights ago?
Lilian:this is a pizza place isn't it?
Brendon:ha no. I remember. Pretty name by the way. You still up for showing me around?
Lilian:I suppose.
Brendon:great! Meet at the coffee place at 12?
Lilian:which coffee house? There is like eight hundred of them in this city.
Brendon:Almonds?
Lilian:okay see you at 12.
Brendon:see you then!

Great so take my advise, is you get a celebrity's number just say hello. And you could be meeting them at a coffee house in a matter of seconds!

   I hear pounding on my door so I open the door, knowing cleo was already there. "I texted him and we are meeting up at Almonds at 12. So dont even start." She looked shocked. "Damn." I roll my eyes "watch it.". We both go up to my room. I take my locket out from the inside of my shirt and I take it off so I could get dressed. I always wear the locket. Mainly in my shirt so no one ask about it. It's a private thing. Dont ask. Cleo trys yo get me to wear a dress and heels but I decided on a cream loose wavy v neck, my avocado socks, black Jean's, and my astronaut Van's. I put my locket back on and dont tuck it in my shirt. I mainly dont tuck it in because I was multitasking my makeup at the same time and I forgot.

   It was almost twelve to I darted out of the amartment hugging Cleo goodbye saying "do what ever you want but dont steal my makeup" I ran down the streat it was already twelve twelve. When I finally made to almonds I walked inside and looked around, not seeing him I sat at a table breathing heavily. "I pugging messed up. Ugh why do I have to be late when I'm not trying to be" a man sat across from me in a purple jacket and glasses. He barely got his sentence out because he was laughing so hard "d-did you just fucking say p-pugging instead of f-fucking" I nodded "wait did you just get here?" He nodded "yeah both of us were late" he managed to stop laughing "so what's up with you and cursing?" I roll my eyes "I just-dont curse." He nodded "do you say pissed, freaking, dang?" I shook my head "I say dang though." He nodded "and when I curse in front of you?" I narrowed my eyes "I dont like it- what are you wearing?" He looked at his jacket "do you not like it?" I shrugged "you just look funny- we should go if I'm going to show you around." He nodded and we went out the door.

   We walked for a couple hours, I point out building saying what they are. When I pointed out a candy shop he jumped up and down and pulled me into the store. He basically went from one candy to another looking at them all in zero point five seconds. He tried a peice and came up to me with anouther price of the one he tried "Try this." I shake my head "I dont eat sweets." He looked shocked "WHAT!" every one looked over at us and my face turned red. "Please, just this one piece." I shake my head "no brendon. I cant." He pouts "no brendon. I'm sorry, considering that is chocolate, I could die." He stops trying to give me the candy and pulls me out of the store. "Sorry, I didnt mean to." I shrugged "no, it's okay, you wouldn't think that some people are deadly allergic to chocolate. " he looks at his feet.

   My bronze locket meet the sun and flashed brendon in the eye. He looked over at it "what's that?" I look down to see my locket out and I quickly stuff it in my shirt, ignoring the question. "Alright, I understand." Only Cleo knows about my locker and why it's so important to me. And I wouldn't just let a stranger know.

   It was about eight and we walked back to almonds yo part ways but realized our homes were in the same direction so we walked further to gather. Until we reached my apartment's, which I didnt like a stranger knowing where I live but I saw past it and waved bye to him. I went up to my room and plopped onto my bed falling asleep imidiatly.

《The next morning 》

   I put on some red work out shorts and a sports bra. I pulled my purple hair up into a pony tail and went on a run. I ran for about two hours making my way back home. When I got home I checked my phone, which I left on the counter. Brendon texted me and I have no text from Cleo
Brendon:hey!
Cleo:hey.
Brendon: do you mind grabbing a coffee with me? I need it and I dont know what to order. It's all so new to me.
Lilian:I guess?
Brendon:what coffee place is convenient for you?
Lilian:the closest one that's good is Almonds. And still thats twenty minutes.
Brendon:oh. Do you know how to make coffee? Or do you have a coffee machine?
Lilian: yeah. Allergic to anything?
Brendon:no.
Lilian: I'll meet you on the stoop of my apartments?
Brendon:alright!

I start the coffee in the coffee machine.  And take a quick shower. I put on my white hoodie over my bra and some black leggings. When I go to the kitchen the coffee is done brewing. I grab two coffee cups and make us a vanilla coffee and two sugar packets. I carefully take the coffee down the stairs of the apartment building and sit on the stairs. I wait a minute and then brendon shows up. I hand him is coffee and he sits on the other side of the stoop. I drink my coffee in silence saying hello to some of the people I know, which is a few. "You know a lot of people?" I shake my head "just the regulars that come into my work. Oh and cleo." He nodded "cleo?" I take a sip of my coffee "the other girl.he nodded. After a couple minutes cleo walked by then she walked back. "Wait." I smile. "Is that? Wait. Hold on." I honestly thought she would be screaming. "Lils are you drinking coffee with brendon urie?" I nodded "huh. Right. Cool.yes. okay. Hold on I'm trying to take this in. My favorite person in the world is having coffee with brendon urie?" I nodded again smiling. "Oh. My. FuCkInG GoD!" I yelled at her for her language,making brendon laugh. "He stands up and shakes cleos hand. She blushes. "I love you so fu- fr- flipping much!" She steered away fro. The bad words, which I'm honestly impressed by. Brendon finds it funny.

   After a minute I picked up the dirty coffee cups and say "Cleo are you working today?" She shakes her head "no, I'm just walking around." I signal her to come one and then she offers brendon to come. Great cleo invited satan into my flipping home. "Oh, uh sure I'd love to."

《In the apartment 》

   I hand wash the dishes and put them away, I rarely use the dish washer because it doesn't realy do anything. Cleo is talking to brendon on the couch, and brendon is just looking around probably not listening to Cleo. I cant balme him because she is blabbering about Sam, her gold fish. After a while I look at my watch. To see that they have been talking for two hours. Finally i go to my fridge looking for somthing to drink, I only had milk and capri-suns. "Any one want somthing to drink?" I said loud enough for them to hear me from the kitchen. They both came running in "okay. I just asked if you wanted a drink, not a flipping million dollars." They both laughed. "Can I have some milk?" I poured cleo a glass of milk. "I have milk and capri suns." Cleo spit her milk she just sipped back into her cup and started to laugh. "A capri sun please." I tossed brendon a capri sun.

《One hour later》

    I was hoping to go to some ones house and look at the puppy's they were selling. I've been thinking about it for about a year now and Cleo convinced me to get it. "Hey cleo?" She looked at me. "Yeah babes?" I smiled at her ignoring brendon "can you come with me tomorrow? To pick up the pup?" She smiled winded and brendon looked over here "Your getting a puppy?" I nodded "OHMYGODWHENYOUGETITCANICOMEOVERANDPETIT?" I stood shocked and slowly nodded my head. he shrieked like a girl making me laugh.