if you love me let me go

chapter 4

《At the hospital 》

   After a little bit of observation they let brendon go. We had to walk home since we dont have a car. "Thanks-for what you did." I couldn't look at him because I felt it was my fault, plus I didnt want to feel even more guilty after looking at his black eye. "Hey it's no problem. If anything its my fault. I shouldn't have been late to dinner." I shook my head "no, it's my fault. I mean if I knew how to one defend myself and two stop relying on God to make sure everything is good, then it wou-" brendon cuts me off "look. It's not our fault it the man's fault. And I can teach you how to defend your self if you want. And my friend Ryan knows a thing or to aswell. But about the God thing- he cant control people who dont follow his path I think. So, yeah i know nothing about religion. Sorry. " i laughed. " he doesn't control anyone. And i dont know if you and -ryan should be the ones to teach me." He shrugged. "Well if you change your mind." We walked by some windows and he looked at his black eye "Damn-"

   We made is around to my apartments "hey- are you okay getting home? I mean I could call Cleo." He shook his head "nah. I'm to scared to ride in a car with her. I'm good thanks Lilian." I smiled and walked up to my apartment.

   I changed into pajamas leaving my locket on the stand beside me. I pet Magi and took her to the grass spot right out side of my apartment. And them went to sleep hoping that tomorrow will be better.

《Next morning 》

   I wake up late to loud banging on my door. I'm hoping its cleo, but have a strange feeling it's my landlord. I walk to my door to open it. "You missed the last few payments ms. Davis." I sigh "yes ms fulcher I'm aware" she sighs aswell "here is your eviction notice, I need you out in two weeks or all of your stuff will be thrown away. I'm sorry to do this Davis but I need to make money. "I nodded understandably and closed the door as she walked away. I pressed my back to the door and slid down it. "My life sucks." Magi ran up to me to comfort me.

   I found a bunch of boxes over the last few days and Cleo is helping me pack. I hear my phone ring as we are packing my living room. I run over to answer it "hello?" Brendon answers "hey Lilian are you busy?" Considering I was packing up my home, yes. "Um. Yeah kinda. I'm packing." It was silent for a moment "can i help?" I shrugged forgetting I was on the phone. "I suppose. " we talk for a second longer and I go help pack the living room again.

   Half an hour later brendon comes in "sorry for not kn-" the walls that are between the kitchen and living room disallow me to see him so I get up and go through the kitchen door. "Hey so we are wo-" i see him reading my eviction notice. "How come your getting evicted?" I struggle to answer. I dont want to answer. I stand there looking at my feet. My hand grabbing onto my other arms elbow. He re reads it. Cleo comes into the kitchen saying "are you guys gunna help or what?" And then realized he what was going on. "How do you miss your last four payments?" I shrugged. I knew how. My dumb job didnt pay enough for the cheapest apartment ever. I told you the job sucked. "Giys, c'mon let's go pack" cleo pulled away from the conversation and I love it. She always stirs away from the awkward conversations.

   We packed the living room, my bedroom, my closet, my bathroom, and my kitchen over the last one and a half weeks. Cleo helped me carry the boxes out to her car because brendon couldn't help today. We got magi and drove over to her apartment. She said I could stay as long as I needed, and not to worry about rent. And tomorrow is my final day at that apartment. We go back to make sure we didnt forget anything. And after alot of checks and two avocado socks and a locket later we left for the final day.

《The next day》

   I slept on the couch and I will be until Cleo finishes setting up her guest room. He apartment has a nice and bigger setup that mine. She invited over her other friend Liv and we became fast friends. Another person added to my locket list. We played board games together, watched cleo be crazy for a solid thirty minutes, and got to know each other. Ding
Brendon:hey, were are you staying?
Lilian:cleos apartment.
Brendon:okay. Sorry I couldn't help on the last day. Things came up.
Lilian:its alright I understand that a celebrity with such a big for head must have a busy schedule.
Brendon:lol, thanks? Anyways can I come over and hang out? Mainly for magi. I'm in love.
Lilian: on second
One minute later
Lilian:yeah, but fair warning cleo has another friend over and shes a fan.
Brendon:okay. Adress?
I text him the adress and continue to talk to the girls, I take my locket off and put it on the coffee table.

   Soon brendon knocked on the door and I answered it. "Hey satan, hows it been?" He laughed and I lead him to the living room while pulling up my hair. "Has your hair always been purple?" I nodded looking at him like he was retarded "joking" he put his hands up as to say he was innocent. When we got into the living room Liv screamed "OH MY GOD YOU JUST BROUGHT BRENDON FUCKING URIE INTO CLEOS APARTMENT!" brendon smiled with a "actually its Brendon Boyd Urie.". I smile a fake smile because its retarded how people act when they meet a famous person. "C-can I have your auto graph Brendon?" I roll my eyes "Liv, he is here to hand out not sign auto graphs pugging calm down." She takes deep breaths and says "I'm sorry" to brendon who shakes it of and plays with Magi. I scroll down my Instagram page while liv and Cleo talk. Every so often glancing over at bredon.

   After liv leaves it's just me and brendon because cleo went to her room. We decided to watch a movie called hatchi a dog tale.

   It got to the point of the movie were I always cry. So of course I start to cry. Brendon apparently sees me crying and scoots closer to me, and wiped a tear from my cheek. I look over at him and he says with the most caring look I have ever see "Lilian, will you go on a date with me?" I hesitated, surprised with shock I couldn't answer vocally so I nodded. What is going on?