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he said, kindly introducing Didar to his parents.

"hello my dear, how are you?" she greeted.

"fine, thank you" Didar simply replies with a small smile escaping her lips.

Jeff stood next to his loved wife and smiled as well, resting his hand on the wide kitchen counter.

silence took all of them over while sweet glances were exchanged in the room.

"can you excuse us?" daniel's voice broke the expanded silence that was very well reached into the room.

Keri nodded with a toothless smile sprinted onto her face.

his wide hand embraced her wrist, while gently pulling her up the carpeted stairs.

once they reached up the stairs, he opened his room door and let her wrist go.

the room wall was decorated with big cds and big boards with achievements and goals.

he also had a guitar and a piano that were displayed at the left side of his grey bed.

they both sat down on the bed and stared at one another;
silence taking over once again.

"i really want to know more about you" Daniel's voice interrupted the silence once again.

"well, i was born here in Portland and i live alone. my parents and i's relationship isn't all flowers and rainbows.
everyday the fights got more thick and stronger. there would also be days where they wouldn't even talk to each other. angriness filled their bodies more and more each day. screaming, shouting and shattering were always heard in the house.
they'd always fight about business and money economy.

my mom always wanted to run away with me since her life was a big mess.
instead, i cried for hours in my small room. i filled my pillows with tears, duvets with madness and depression. i had no social life, nor did i have any friends.
i was always the lonely kid, that sat alone in lunch and was never noticed by anyone, i was just made fun of.

apparently, back then, expressing opinions wasn't allowed. i'd always get bullied because i was the one who always stood out of the crowd, never laughed, just cried.

weakness filled my body every time i heard my name come out of their dirty mouths.

i never had an idea on how i could react. i felt numb and non-existing.

no one ever understood me. i was always just there. either someone would use me to break me, or just not consider me.

my parents finally got a divorce and went their own ways. now they are living happy with a family of theirs. they probably don't even know i longer exist.

so instead, i wanted to change my style up.

i moved apartment because the vibe in the old one would affect me.

my brother Asher followed along since we were both in this together.

i started changing my aspect towards people.

i became more extrovert.

i have a few friends now. there aren't any more rumours about me, which is a step forward.

until, my brother and i's apartment rent check was becoming harder and harder to pay so i decided to get a job.

as you know, i work at the most populated place in our area.

it isn't the greatest job anyone could ever dream of, but at least, i get a decent amount of money.

thanks to that, i can carry on paying the rent. 

while i haven't heard from my parents since a month after they left.

i just look at their social media's and look at what's going on in their life;

but fter all, we find happy endings sometimes" she explains, with personality in her voice. Daniel admires her with a huge amount of attention circulating in his eyes.

"wow" he answers.

"that must've been extremely hard for you, i wish i could've helped you go through it, no one deserves this." he spoke with no hesitation and a serious look on his face.

a/n:
ik this is short, i haven't been updating in CENTURIES, but school just is HARASSING as heck :)
anyways, hope you liked this :D
ily all x