Our Happy Ending ¬ 8BitRyan x Reader

Chapter 10

Throughout the day, it was just getting worse... Or better, depending on what way you looked at it. Ryan was always around me, hugging me, pressing himself against me. The way he looked at me. It made me feel slightly uncomfortable. Weak was the word. He made me feel week; I liked it, yet I didn't. It seemed like He was trying to show me his dominant side. Looking at my with an evil lustful glint in his dark brown eyes. Eyes that made you lost as a void. Those dark chocolate eyes, they get me every single time. Dan and lucy had left the room, god knows what to do but one thing was for sure... It left me with the devil himself. He stared at me intently from across the room with that same glint in his eyes. He began walking over to me quickly before slowing down his pace when he was no longer than two meters from me. As he started getting closer, I began walking backwards. He quickly glanced over at the door, it was shut. I continued walking back whilst he continued walking towards me. That's when I hit the corner of the lounge, no where to run, I was stuck at his mercy. I knew that if he wanted to have me, he would. I wasn't near enough as strong as him. He smirked at me, knowing I was cornered.

"Not very smart thinking, walking backwards into a corner." He said smugly still smirking

He was not directly in front of me, his hands placed on the wall either side of my waist. He looked down at me, he was a fair bit taller than me too. I was scared, I liked it though... Or was I just telling myself it? I weirdly liked his dominance. I didn't usually like being told what to do or being made to feel small but with Ryan, I didn't mind it. Despite somewhat enjoying him dominating me, I was still scared as fuck. What would he do to me?

"You look scared sweaty." He spoke teasingly

"I-I"

He switched his gaze to my lips then to my neck as if he was debating which part of me would be victimised. My knees feeling weaker by the second. His head moving closer to my neck, I took in a deep breath to brace myself.

"You're mine and nobody elses." He whispered against my neck making my spine shiver

He then began kissing my neck making me feel slightly sick in the stomach. I really didn't know if I liked it or not. He then started to bite slightly onto my neck making me dramatically exhale the air I had held in. He started to kiss up to my lips then passionately kissing me. I reluctantly kissed back. I suddenly realised what I was doing, I was giving in into him. I attempted to push him away. Failing I started to plead him to let go of me.

He unwillingly pulled away looking slightly pissed off.

"What's wrong with you?!" He sort of asked madly

" I-I- I"

"Spit it out bitch."

"Don't talk to me like that!" I spat at him

He slapped me round the face and tears began spilling out of my eyes. I sniffed trying to stop my tears from flowing down my cheeks.

"Count yourself lucky that you didn't get worse than you got. " He spat back at me

He stomped out of the lounge slamming the door behind him. I drew my knees into my chest. Had I done something wrong? I must've done. He wouldn't hit me for no reason.
I carried on crying until I finally had no tears left to cry (see what i did there). I picked myself up and went up to my bedroom... Or mine and Ryan's shared bedroom. That was great, we had to share the same bed tonight. I would show him that I wouldn't take any of his shit. I would show him that I wasn't scared of him. Even if I was scared, I wouldn't show it. That was my plan anyway.

Timeskip brought to you by Ryan being an asshole

I was in my bedroom, confused. Lucy and Dan had left the house before the incident.

I heard the front door open and close, I was silently hoping that it was Dan and Lucy. After Ryan had stomped out he had left the house.

I heard heavy footsteps coming up the stairs... Ones that i knew all too well. It was Ryan. The bedroom door swung open and Ryan stood in the doorway. He walked over quietly to where I was sitting.

"Leave me alone Ryan."

"Why's that?!" He yelled

" don't question me, i just want to be left alone. "

"I've left you for the past couple of hours!"

"You know, if you're trying to be intimidate me, it's not working" I answered calmly. Ryan relaxed a bit

"Oh?"

"I can tell when you're trying to scare me, Ryan. It's not working."

"But i know how to get what i want out of you" he said walking towards me.

I backed up against the wall. He placed his hands on the wall either side of me. Leaving me no choice but to look into his eyes.

"I know that whenever I do this" he said in a low deep voice

"You melt in my hands and I have you wrapped around my finger"

I shivered and he smirked. He leaned in and kissed me making me gasp. His hands went from the wall to my waist, pushing me against it. I cupped his face with my hands. He smirked and pulled away, his hands still placed on my waist.

"See?"

I sighed and gave in burying my face into his chest. He kissed the top of my head.

"As much as I hate you, I still love you." I mumbled

" I know. Love you too. "

Timeskip brought to you by this freakshow of a story

Ryan and I were back in the lounge, this time on our phones scrolling through tumblr. We were now back on what I thought were good terms. It wouldn't ever quite be the same, but it was good enough for the moment. I was a sucker for his love. I couldn't keep away, i loved him too much. Whether the feeling was returned, that was a whole other thing. Most people, if their boyfriend had abused them, they would leave, they wouldn't love them. I however was different. I felt stuck. I loved the way he dominated me, but I also hated it. I couldn't wrap my head around it. It was weird. Was this manipulation? Not even I knew the answer to that.

So this chapter got pretty weird... I kind of made it up as I went along hence why it's so crazy. Regardless I hope you liked it! Don't forget to vote :P