Surviving As The Outsider(A Shoey Fanfic!)

Chapter 3- New Boyfriend?

JoeysPOV

I woke with my arms around shane. He was scooted as far as possible from my chest and I felt like I was gonna vomit.

I quickly unwrapped my arms and hobbled over to the bathroom.

I threw up everything I had eaten yesterday. I needed to do it anyways but this was easier.

Shane:Joey? Are you ok?

Joey:Yeah. Just felt a bit sick that's all.

Shane:Are you still going to school?

Joey:Yeah. I always do th-

I covered my mouth. But it was too late.

Shane:J-Joey? Are you b-bulimic?

Joey:I'm sorry. You must think I'm a freak of nature by now.

Shane:Joey, you know it's not healthy.

Joey:But shane! I'm fat!

Shane:Says who? Not me!

Joey:Everyone. Everyone.

Shane:Everyone where? Who?

Joey:Well,

But then the bus pulled up. I hadn't gotten ready and neither had shane.

We glanced at each other and we ran up the stairs to get our stuff. I got my crutches cause I will definitely need them.

I also grabbed some clothes and my backpack and shane did the same.

We ran and got to the stop quick enough. We got on and I sat across from shane instead of with him.

I re-wrapped my foot and put my backpack at my feet. I then put my crutches at my side and sighed.

Shane glanced at me and got up. I half hoped he would sit with me but the other half didn't.

My negative side won because then he sat next to some girl. I looked at her and she was pretty. I bet if Shane wasn't gay they would be dating.

I kept staring and she finally looked at me and smiled. Me being me smiled back.

Shane noticed that she wasn't paying attention to him and looked at what she was looking at and gave me a sad expression.

I looked away and cried. Like a baby.

Shane saw I guess and came to sit next to me. "Joey? What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"Nothing. It's ok. I just miss Sawyer."

I lied and cried more.

ShanesPOV

"Nothing. It's ok. I just miss Sawyer."

When he said that I felt a little sad.

I don't know why. I don't like like Joey. I mean. He is cute but I don't like him. I was probably sad for him. That he had to give up his boyfriend just because he moved.

Then I remembered that I have to ask Garrett out today. Luckily he beats me without his group so I get some alone time with him.

I looked at Joey and he was texting someone.

"Hey, Joey?"

He didn't look up. "Hm?"

"I want you to talk to Sawyer today ok?"

"Sure."

I looked at him once before I sat alone again.

Then came the last stop. Garrett's. Oh my lord. I'm soooo nervous.