Surviving As The Outsider(A Shoey Fanfic!)

Chapter 5 Ed Who?

JoeysPOV

After school me and Sawyer went( streaking in the park! Skinny dippy in the dark!) to my house and we laid on my bed.

We were just cuddling until Sawyer started to kiss my neck from sideways."Sawyer? What are you doing?"

He stopped to get on top of me."come on Graceffa. Just enjoy it."

He started to kiss my lips and I kissed back.(I wanna hear your echo!) I was enjoying it like he said until he took off his shirt and scooted down to my crotch area to take mine off.

I told him I didn't want this."Sawyer! Stop! I told you a long time ago I didn't want this!"

It didn't phase him and he got my short off. He got off so he could take his pants off. He started at mine but while he was crouching over me in the process I pulled my legs back and kicks him in the stomach.

He gasped in pain and fell to the side of my bed. I threw his clothes at him and grabbed mine and locked myself in my bathroom.

I started to cry and shake and I fell to the floor. I pulled off my pants completely and got the blade from under my sink. I looked at it a while and my mind said I shouldn't do it but the sad part of me knew thy it would make me feel better.

I looked down at my sad scarred thighs an made ten little new ones. I must have cut one of my old ones cause there was more blood then there was supposed to be.

I couldn't stand so I called my one true friend.

Shane:Hello?

Joey:Please come. To my house.

Shane:Why? What happened?

Joey:There's too much blood. Shane hurry! It hurts! Come quick.

Shane:Ok I'm coming.

ShanesPOV

I was with Garrett watching a movie when my phone rung. I looked and it was Joey. I showed Garrett and he paused the movie. I answered quick and he sounded desperate.

Shane:Hello?

Joey:Please come. To my house.

Shane:Why? What happened?

Joey:There's too much blood. Shane hurry! It hurts! Come quick.

Right then I was truly scared. I had a faint idea to what might've happened but pushed it away.

Shane:Ok I'm coming.

Garrett looked confused with his head cocked to the side."What happened?"

I put on my shoes and hoodie and replied as fast as I could. "Something about too much blood and pain do in sorry but I have to go over there to check on him ok?"

He nodded and smiled. "Go get him."

I just smiled in reply an bolted to joeys house.

As soon as I got there I was out of breath. I knocked on the door and put my hands on my knees. Waiting for it to be answered.

When the door opened a nice looking lady stood there with an oven mitt on her hand. "May I help you little boy?"

"I'm joeys friend from highschool and e called me here. I ran from my boyfriends house cause he said it was urgent." I put a little emphasis on highschool since she called me a LITTLE BOY.

She stepped aside and I flew up the stairs and knocked on his door. I didn't get a reply so I opened his door and found a horrible surprise.

And that surprise was an almost naked Sawyer. He smirked at me and pointed to joeys conjoined bathroom.(Btw I have no idea what conjoined means but it sounds right..)

I knocked and he sounded slow and run down. "Who is it?"

I had to make a half joke at least. "Well it's not the horrible surprise of your half naked boyfriend that scarred me for life if that's who you mean?"

He half chuckled and unlocked the door.

When I opened it he was slowly scooting away from the door so I could fit through it.

I looked at Joey. He was in his underwear. Then I saw the cuts on his thighs and the puddle he was sitting in.

I wanted to cry. I shut the door and locked it instead though and I sat down next to Joey with a wet cloth and a dry cloth incase.

I slowly dabbed at his wounds and a couple tears dropped on them. I think he could tell because he would flinch every time one landed on his new cuts.

I couldn't think why he would do this. So I asked. "Joey. Why.why would you do this? You are to perfect to be cut up. I mean I have a boyfriend but come one. Your my best friend."

He looked down and cried a lil too. "Well I'm not really ready for a certain thing. I think you know what I'm talking about. If you just look outside of this room. And he knew that shane! He knew that! But he did it anyways! It makes me feel betrayed and like whatever I feel doesn't matter!"

He cried harder now and I started to wrap his thighs. I had to rub on them to make sure they stick and joeys eyes got big.

I laughed. "Don't worry. I won't do anything."

He calmed down but was still crying.

I wanted to cheer him up. "Hey. Do I need to call Ed Sheeran to write a song about you?"

He looked up very confused. "Ed who?"

My eyes widened. "Ed Sheeran! I love his music! But he always sings about drugs,prostitutes,alcohol, or cheating. I mean there are a couple songs where he-"

His eyes were HUGE. "Wait. Prostitutes?"

I was about to burst out laughing. "Yeah." I answered like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

He laughed and I had to get him to stand so I could finish cleaning the floor and the back of his legs.

It was the most awkward thing cause he had to lean on me for support but is was there rubbing a wet cloth on the bak if his legs.

Once I was done I sat him on the toilet to clean the floor.

Once that was done Joey needed new underwear and everything else too.

I walked out to a STILL almost naked Sawyer and rolled my eyes. I walked to his dress to pull some underwear out and a pair of basketball shorts so they wouldn't be tight around his thighs. I also grabbed a new t shirt that was slightly baggy.

I walked back into the bathroom and handed them to Joey. I went back out until he was done changing.

He knocked letting me know he was done so I moved away from the door.

We left the dirty cloths in the shower so nobody would look.

When we came out Sawyer looked mad at Joey.

He got up and stood right in joeys face. "What do you think your doing? We're finishing what I started."

Joey looked furious. "You started you finish. I'm leaving so get your pants on and leave!"

He practically screamed at Sawyer. Sayer looked surprised and hurriedly put his pants and shirt on and left in a hurry. Joey grabbed his phone and a pre-packed bag and started to walk out the door.

"Hey Joey. Where ya going?" I couldn't help but wonder if he was running away.

"Well I was going to my secret get away spot."

I didn't want him to be alone without support. "Joey! You can stay at my place if you'd like."

He turned and smiled. "Thanks shane. You are an awesome friend."

He walked back to me an hugged me. I hugged back and then we left.

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I know. Two short chapters in one day.... Surprise??? No. Ok but love y'all who read this. And if you wouldn't mind could you share it with your mom,dog, best friend, and anyone who will listen? It's ok if you dot want to but love ya anyways! I'll still have Troye and Ed to cheer me up...

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