As requested by Diamond_Damaris
In this story the reader shall only be experiencing the depressed mood, and not the mental disorder
Please take this into consideration
Have a fun time reading
-AT
Readers POV:
My eyes wander around my cabin. I smile gently at the warmth from my blankets as they warm my skin. With the smile on my lips, I half-heartedly expect my own thoughts to follow with my physical expression. After a few moments of sitting and smiling, expecting to be flooded with a new sense of emotion. Happiness. But when that dream dies, I continue to sit alone in the Hermes cabin and breath thoughtfully. I allow myself to close my eyes and drift to sleep. I'm barely conscious when I hear the soft creak of the large wooden door and the padded footsteps that follow. My mind only considers coming out of the haze when I sense the halt of the body in front of my bed. My eyes flutter open, hesitant at first, barely daring to look ahead at the body that warmth excelled from.
A small Hispanic kid sat at the edge on my bed, a playful grin pressed into his lips and he chuckled softly when I raised an eyebrow expecting an explanation. He didn't answer so I started the conversation, despite the better of my common sense I wanted to know what this kid was doing inside the cabin. All my siblings. Well "siblings." had left to train, eat or just hang with their friends. I didn't like training, I didn't have enough energy to eat and I had no friends, so I stayed alone in the protection of my cabin and blankets.
"Yes?" I asked my voice soft, I felt it echo through the wooden cabin.
"You're (name) right?" He smiled with his stupidly attractive grin. I nodded softly I blew the few strands of hair that fell into my eyes. His smile softened, and I could feel my cheeks grow hot under his gaze. His smile was so bright. Bringing joy to everyone, even the most saddening sights like myself. I felt a pinch on my heart and I could almost smile. He must have noticed because his smile brightened and when I averted my eyes, he would move himself into my vision once more, knowing the effect he had on me. This game went on for at least 5 minutes. Five minutes of just barely smiling by the end I was smiling. Wide even. More than I can say for a long while.
I froze when I heard it. One word escapes his barely parted lips.
"Beautiful"
I could feel myself soar. My muscles ached from how tightly I flexed them. Beautiful. Me. He said it to me.
I turned my head "no" I said in my soft reply. I knew it was a lie. Even if he sounded so sincere, he was lying. They always were. Always lying. No one thought I was beautiful. Because....Who would. I could feel the shift in the mood. Suddenly it wasn't the playful 'banter' if you could even call it that. We barely spoke a full sentence to each other. His facial expression changed from a young boy about to play with his friends to...I don't even know what. It wasn't grieving. Or pitying. It was...disappointment. I had seen it so often I knew it immediately.
"Any girl with your beauty, who believes they aren't beautiful is living a life full of lies." He smiled softly. His hand raised to my cheek and I could stare into his hazel eyes. Bright, lively eyes with beautiful expressions. The moment he leaned in and gently rest his lips upon mine I could feel my heart rate pound against my ribs. I could feel my lungs grasping to the air inside them. I felt his warmth up close. His hand on my cheek had fallen into my hair. His lips were plump. Beautiful things with a dark Latino coating over the skin. His heat radiated onto my body leaving me giddy and warm, inside and out.
I had to catch my breath for I could feel myself tiring. God this felt to good. His hands warmed the back of my neck and I felt the happiness people described in only what I see as a fairy tale. I could feel his breath enter my mouth. Christ.
As he slowly, hesitantly moved away, unsure of if he should stop this, he caught a glimpse of my eyes. I felt my lips crawl and smile and soon I was smiling brightly.
"I am (name)"
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