Killer Love (Jeff x Reader)

Chapter Five:

Music: Happier - Marshmello ft. Bastille

November 11 2018

Jeff

I watched as she put on a jacket to cover her. Her back faced me as she hugged herself for a moment. I felt a small pinch of guilt, but I let it go. I crossed my arms as my eyes were on Y/N

I let out a tired sigh. Ever since I met her, my killings were messed up. Was it fucking her? Was she playing me in some way?

I scowled, people were noticing that I wasn't acting like my old self. I was making more and more mistakes. In all honesty, I didn't give a shit if she told her little friends about me.

Inside, I knew that I just wanted to come here to confront her...even though there was nothing to confront her about. She didn't even do anything.

I froze when i saw her turn her head slightly to look at me. Her eyes full of hurt and pain. They reminded me of someone's. I kept my stare cold.

"What do you want?" She asked with no energy, almost as if that little comment i made had snapped all the energy from her

"What? Seriously? Youre getting all mad over a few words i said?" i shook my head

"You're such an ass." she mumbled "this is probably why you got bullied.."

Now she was getting on my nerves. It was so annoying, she overreacted over the littlest things. I scoffed and crossed my arms. I didn't give a shit about the bullies anymore. What's done is done.

I tilted my head. Can't believe she went there though.

"What did you say? You better watch your mouth" i growled at her. She had guts to say that. I was already in a bad mood.

"Whats the point in denying it?! You're a fucking crazy sociopath!" she hissed at me. Anger boiled in her eyes, but damn  I was fucking angry too. I stormed towards her.

Immediately, she realized what she had just said. In panic, she took steps back and was about to bolt out of the room. I moved slightly and her reaction made me pause

She held her breath and closed her eyes, as if she was just ready to die. She didn't even fight back. I tapped her on the forehead, she flinched at my touch as she slowly opened back her eyes.

They were starting to twinkle with tears. They were so empty and sad. I narrowed my eyes. I didn't touch her and stood a few steps back to give her space. She looked like she was about to die of hyperventilating.

"Youre fucking hilarious. You know that right? You think i wont kill you just because i saved you before?" I whispered to her calmly. She is aware that I have zero self control and anger issues, right?

"Im sorry" she whispered. She looked like a scared cat. Her eyes threatened to water. Her facial expression was full of fear. I felt the little anger slowly disappear, I softened my expression.

She reminded me of a little cat named Sugar. The kitty hated me, no matter what I did. She always hissed and clawed at me even though I tried my best to show her I wasn't a threat.

I kept my gaze on Y/N. They're always afraid of me, aren't they?

I shook my head, I had nothing else to say. My fingers ran through my messy hair. I didn't even touch her, I glanced back at her in that state. Sad.