Killer Love (Jeff x Reader)

Chapter Fifty one:

March 11 2020

Music: Apashe- Distance (ft Geoffry)

Jeff

I stood there, I rammed my knife down onto a block of wood, over and over again. I use to do this to cope with my anger.

The worry was eating me alive and I didn't know how to deal with it.

The big hole had reappeared in my chest. I felt my old anger begin to boil back up..

It reminded me of how I first mentally broke. The rage..the fear.. everything made me so so fucking mad.

"Jeff. It's okay. She's probably just lost in the woods again" Ben tried his best to reassure me, but it was a lie. They always lie to make you feel better.

Why the fuck would she even go into the woods for?

I didn't respond. I didn't know what to tell him.

Slenderman wouldn't let me out. He told me that he'd send the proxies to go, but fuck.

She's my fucking girlfriend you fucker. I should be allowed to go out stupid mofo-

I knew why he wouldn't let me out. It was a stupid reason..

Oh you're too angry JEFF!

Oh you'll make fucking reckless decisions!

Yeah yeah yeah! I really really don't care. I purposely made my thoughts as clear as possible so that if Slender was listening, he'd heard ALL of it.

You fucking grandpa.

"Jeffrey. If you stopped swearing, I think I'd die of a heart attack" Slenderman told me sternly. He sat on the couch with Sally.

I grit my teeth at that name. Couldn't he just call me Jeff like everyone else? Whys he gotta pull out the full name when I'm angry? It just makes me even more pissed.

Sally looked confused, it was obvious she didn't understand what was happening.

"Did Y/N die?"

No she did not fucking die- please dear god don't say that shit in front of me, I'm already about to explode with anger. I kept my head down.

Resist resist- Fuck, resist.

I pulled my knife out of the block, splinters of wood it breaking off in the process.

I stood up, without another word I stormed towards the front door. Static filled my ears as Slenderman appeared in front of me.

"Jeff. I told you no" he told me again, this time I noticed the hint of frustration in his voice.

"Out. Of. My. Fucking. Way" I growled. It was happening again. I took deep breaths. I counted backwards. I did what ever the fuck I could to keep calm, but shit I was about to kill everyone including myself.

Ben stood up. "I think you should just let him go.."

"Obviously he was gonna go on into his anger tantrums again-.. it's about time." Ben said loudly, clearly making sure that I heard.