Killer Love (Jeff x Reader)

Chapter Twenty:

Music: Congratulations-PEWDIEPIE

April 24 2019

Y/N

I laid awake. His bed smelled so much like him, I was so exhausted yet I couldn't fall asleep

Did I make a mistake? My eyes stayed on the middle of the ceiling. Questions wouldn't stop swirling around my head, driving me crazy.

Does he know now..? Did he panic and want to leave because he realized what was happening?..

He is a killer after all...

So much happened and I wasn't given not a single fucking answer. The cold wrapped around me.

Even though the thick blankets covered me like how snow covered ground, I was still cold.

Emptiness cut a hole inside me. I felt nothing.

Was I not good enough?

Not pretty enough?

Did I annoy him?

I just wanted it to stop.

The pain and insecurity was so intense
For the next hours I laid there. Awake and hollow.

5 am. I heard the birds chirping. The flutters of their wings caught my attention

I sat up. I knew sleep wasn't gonna come any time. My legs moved on their own as I dragged myself to the window.

I peered outside to a sunrise. The birds flying around the trees, playing as they dived through the sky.

The door opened.I stood still, too afraid to turn around.

Silence.

I took a peek.

Of course it's him.

Always him.

He opened his closet and grabbed a few things. His eyes met mine for a second.

Nothing came out of his mouth. No explanation just silence. It was almost like he struggled with saying something.

I watched as his mouth opened like he was about to speak.

"Breakfast time." He mentioned to me. "You should be careful.. today. Don't be a klutz-..." then he turned and left

He shut the door and I heard his footsteps disappear in the distance. The door once opened again.

"Yo....So...What's up?"

I turned.

The elf. The Ben. I arched a brow.

What's up? Really?

"I heard you confess your love and marriage agreement to Jeff." He suddenly started to giggle like a girl

It scared me... The blood from his eyes. I stared at it. Why wasn't it dripping down his face? It just seemed stuck in the same spot permanently