Killer Love (Jeff x Reader)

Chapter Thirty Two:

Music: Losing my mind - Mystery Skulls

Date- June  22nd 2019

Jeff

I gently brushed my finger tips over her skin. It was so soft. She had me trapped in her arms as she would murmur gibberish when my fingers left her

My eyes narrowed. So fragile.

I slowly took her arms off me, she immediately frowned. "Jeff.." she huffed. It was suppose to be my nap, but..she seems to be enjoying it more than I am

"Come on- it's time to go" I tried to push her gently off of me, yet she refused and kept on trying to cling onto my arm.

My head ached. I felt the same pain as I always felt. Guilt and emptiness.

I needed to a drink- bad.

I wasn't in the mood to tease her anymore or make fun of little things about her.

"Jeff" she mumbled desperately again as I finally gave in, she crawled back into my arms and cuddled into me.

I gave a sigh of frustration...but..I did enjoy this just a little bit. "Y/N. I need to go downstairs" I whispered as I gave my final attempt of getting her off me

She mumbled something, for once she willingly let me go.

For most of the time I was awake, I was deep in thought.

When I finally came back to reality, I actually thought Y/N died but then she started snoring and giggling like a maniac in her sleep

I sat up from the bed and stood up.

I brushed my hair with my fingers and wearily went to where Ben was.

Nobody was there. The mansion was still quiet, which was odd.

"Ben." I called out when I entered the room. EJ sat on a chair, his eyes locked on a piece of paper.

"You're awake" EJ said softly as he turned his head towards me. Ben wasn't moving- I assumed he was asleep

"Yeah" I shrugged. How was I suppose to respond?

"You alright? You're acting strange" he murmured. "Mhm" I nodded, yet it was a lie.

I'd rather not get others involved in my bullshit feelings. I put my hand on my forehead tiredly.

"Where's Y/N?"

"Asleep...How's Ben?" I asked back. My eyes noted the fact that EJ slowly hid the piece of paper behind his back.

I already know what it is, shit man... Don't hide the truth from me.

"He died an hour ago"

"Great. Finally he's gone" I sarcastically said. I knew EJ was joking since right after he said that, Ben started to snore louder than me.

"He's okay. Just a few injuries that can be healed"  He stared at me, which made me uncomfortable.

"What?" I growled, annoyed. He always saw through me.