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Crushing

Honestly, I hate having a crush
It bugs the living shit out of me because I'll get jealous and start crying over it

I believe I like people too easily and that also gets on my nerves

Like when I'm crushing I can't help but to fucking stare at you
But,I'm attracted to personality sometimes looks and that's it

One of my brothers told me that I always fall for the bad ones but, I don't see it.

I'm 18 and I haven't even had my first kiss yet, which is sad and depressing as hell

I also have a habit of pushing guys away all the time.

But this time I tried something new which was "brothers"

I've never had fake brothers but they didn't let me push them away because they sister zoned me and put me in their groupchat.

A place I'm stuck at now

Anywho,I honestly feel connected to them as if I am a lil sis and I tell them everything

They look out for me
They stand up for me
Sometimes
They give me company because they are honestly my only friends because before them I was by myself all the time and they changed that for me

They give me advice
And
They are just fun to be around
I love them