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I want love

Is wanting to feel loved so hard?

No one wants to be used for sex all the time.

I want someone to choose me every single time and want to be around me

I should never have to chase love because if I have to chase it 

It wasn't meant for me in the first place

If someone wanted to be with me they will

I'm tired of people coming into my life with no purpose than to waste my time and leave

I'm tired of talking for 8+ months just to go no fucking where

Its a WASTE OF FUCKING TIME

I'm tired of going to through healing processes over people I wasn't even in a relationship with

Currently I have feelings for this guy who just wants to fuck and be cool but I want love and I want to love on someone as well

When I kissed him I felt butterflies and I haven't felt butterflies in my stomach in awhile that's why this is going to hurt like hell

my heart wants to stay but if I stay that will just be me hurting myself

WHY?

MY heart longs for the love I never receive

I just wanna be happy with someone who is afraid of losing me

but my heart falls for whoever gives it attention

Their eyes

Their smile

Their touch

Their kiss

Their vibe

Their face

I fall for it all

because I want love