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HIM😢

Yall why do I keep setting myself up for disappointment

Like this man knows that I love him and care about him deeply than words can even describe

He was my first

My first kiss
My first time
My first attachment
The first person I saw a future with

I just feel like I care about him more than he cares about me..

I wanna talk to him throughout the day

I wanna see him

I wanna post him and show my appreciation

And just spend time with him

Is that literally too much to ask for😪

I hate that I'm experiencing my high school shit in college.FUCK🤦🏾‍♀️

He knows I won't leave him alone bc I can't

and I really don't want to see him with someone else and treating them the way I wanted him to treat me but one of these days I'm gonna reach my breaking point eventually

Its also like I can't talk to anyone else without thinking about him

Him
Him
Him

Even before he took my virginity I was like this..didn't talk to anyone else..was VERY LOYAL and I wasn't even his girlfriend and I still ain't.

I been talking to this person for about a year now and I just wanna feel loved and appreciated

He tells me he appreciates me but he doesn't show it

Actions speak louder than words

He talks the talk but doesn't walk the walk

It can be something so small like call me or something, compliment me, show me off if you really want me

I just want to be happy with HIM

But if he really wanted me he would have showed me

I love him more than anything but its more me than him

If only yall knew how much I been through with this person..Yall would have left him but I stayed bc I saw something in us and my love for him wouldn't let me just walk away

He probably doesn't even talk about me to his friends🤦🏾‍♀️

I don't want to be building a man for another female

Like recognize a good girl when you have one by your side
I give you everything you ask for and when I ask for want you to come here you don't want to

Like this shit really getting fucking old
I'm literally sitting here crying as I write this shit bc It FUCKING HURTS🙁

It hurts not feeling loved or cared about but I should have known he didn't want me frfr when I had to chase him after he first cut me off for someone else😔

Damn
Why do I love him so much? He gone fuck around a lose a good one not treating me the way I deliver to be treated

I recently left him but I couldn't take it anymore but a week later I was calling him trying to get him back bc I missed him and I just couldn't let him go and I felt butterflies after I cut him off and seen him.

This man is my everything
I know I should just leave and not come back but its not that easy for me.😔