𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦

12

(pls don't refuse to read this chap! listen to yes or yes btw, luv y'all)

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; i know i can't keep chasing after u if u don't feel some way or feel the same about me...

/f a s t f o r w a r d e d/

Today is the school fair. The school is really fully loaded by students, everywhere is real crowded.

There are different kinds of rides, bizarre, games and such everywhere.

Seungmin who's apparently too busy for facilitating the event, run here run there while holding bunch of papers or maybe the programmes.

/time skipped/

It was already 5:20 in the afternoon as Seungmin checked the time. The event just keep on going like how it supposed to.

He headed to their office to have a minute of rest when his head starts on aching. He sat on the chair infront of the table.

“yah, don't stress yourself too much” he almost fell off the chair when someone spoke behind him. It was Joon, the student council president. He's leaning on the door's frame while his both hands are on his pockets.

Seungmin just smiled, slightly, “i'm fine, my head just ached a bit so i decided to have just a minute of rest” he said.

The older walk towards the table and hopped on it to sit.

He smiled brightly to Seungmin.

“don't stress yourself too much coz Mr. Hwang Hyunjin might loose himself if something bad happens to you” the older said with giggles. Seungmin has immediately his mouth half open, he was surprised.

“w-wait, h-hyung how did you know? i-i mean how can you say that?” he stuttered of nervousness.

Joon just chuckled, “i just knew” he answered with a shrug.

“d-did you mean... he l-likes me, too?”

“maybe?” Joon keeps on smiling.

“b-but that's impossible...” the younger looked down and play with his fingers.

“tsk. Cheer up, little sunshine!” exclaimed the elder as he pinched Seungmin's both cheeks so hard.

“aw! hyung that was too much!” the younger flinched and immediately massage his both cheeks which turned red.

“well then, i'm going now. They need their very handsome and perfect president as of now” Joon boasted which caused Seungmin to  act like vomiting.

“hyung just sleep” Seungmin joked. The elder just keep on laughing while walking away.

/time skipped/

The skies already shaded by lilac and orange, it's getting dark yet Seungmin stayed at the place where he can refreshes his messy mind. Rooftop. Until now, Joon's words are still echoing on his mind.

“don't stress yourself too much coz Mr. Hwang Hyunjin might loose himself if something bad happens to you”

He was checking the time on his phone when he saw a text on it's screen, he opened it and it was Joon.

                                            Today
                                              6:01

Joon Hyung
hey if you still not okay, just rest and don't mind us and the event, we can handle it already.

He smiled of how concerned the elder is. Suddenly, his phone rang. It was Chan.

Am i going to answer this?

He then tap the answer button.

“hyung” he started.

(hey, where on earth are you? the program will start in five minutes-and have you seen Hyunjin? his group mates are finding him on us-what the actual fuck is happening! oh my God! y'all really stressing my ass real hard)

“uh... i got a headache... so”

(where you at then?)

Seungmin suddenly jump up when he heard the door slammed. He immediately look at it and there, his heartbeat starts to run as if it is on a race, his hands get cold and his knees starts to shake themselves. It's Hyunjin.

Chan on the other hand, keeps on yelling on the line. Seungmin didn't respond anymore so he chose to end the call.

Hyunjin's looking at the younger with his flaming eyes again, but a little different. It seems lustful. He's wearing an all black, he's supposed to be in their performance tonight.

“h-hyung... y-you're supposed to be at th-” he got cut off.

“shut up little whore” the elder pleaded with an covered anger. His eyes are lustfully looking at the younger. Seungmin didn't say anything like he's just waiting what would the elder say next.

“you like me but you're bitching somebody else? too desperate huh” the elder calmly said but the emotions of anger and lust are still flooding in his eyes. Seungmin's hurting because of those words. He felt the warm fluid on the corner of his eyes.

“how could an angel be so slut at the same time? or is it just a fucking disgui-” he got cut off by the younger who can't take those words anymore.

“stop!” he yelled to the elder's face with tears flowing down his pink cheeks. He didn't even notice he's already infront of the elder.

“you've been ignoring me for years and you had guts to scold me that? Are you kidding? What now? What's it for you then if i'm with somebody? You don't own me now Hyunjin, so fuck of-” he didn't finish speaking when Hyunjin suddenly pinned him against the door.

“you're mine Kim Seungmin, MINE ALONE.” he said with gritted teeth. And pressed his lips on the younger's, furiously.

Although he have been dreaming that to happen one day, he didn't like the way it is happening right now, he felt like disrespected.

Several emotions are rumbling through him that made him pushed the elder so hard.

“let's stop this! i'm so tired and i had enough, let's live our lives alone now.” he said while struggling with his unending tears, Hyunjin's tears fell down as Seungmin left him there.

He used his strength just to get far away of the school until his feet took him to a park where there were less people walking.

He sat on a bench and calm himself. But it's no use because instead of calming he got himself sobbing all along.