it still feels like a dream. i mean nightmare. i was opening my fb acc and went immediately to my notifs, i saw my friend mentioned me on that post so i clicked it. so yeah. i logged in my fan acc to reassure that shit and my whole nf was all about that. i can't cry, i was stupidly waiting for someone to say "yes motherfuckers! it was just a prank!" but it didn't happened bcoz chan himself confirmed it. so i went to my room and switched off the lights and started crying bcoz my chest was like about to end my life. it was a total pain. i feel like a relative passed away. and up until now, i can't accept it. and been crying for days since the news blurted out. ill pray for him even though he broke my heart (don't get me wrong, pls) I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I WISH HIM ALL THE BEST IN LIFE.
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Fanfic𝐒𝐄𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐉𝐈𝐍 "you kept on stepping back, i kept stepping forward. i got tired so i stopped and now, you're after me." -k.sm
