Chilling Adventures of Sabrina: The Awakening

Chapter One

Dear Diary,

I, Sabrina Spellman signed my name in blood in the Book of the Beast aka Satan's book, I signed my soul over to The Dark Lord. My mortal side didn't want me to give myself to him, but I had no choice. The town of Greendale would reek of death unless I ended the thirteen Witches of Greendale who had been resurrected to walk the Earth again to seek revenge on the very town that hung them for Witchcraft centuries ago. To defeat them I had to tap into some really dark energy, I summoned the flames from Hell and burnt the thirteen witches alive, I can still hear their haunted screams in my dreams at night. What was left of my mortality perished in the fire with the rest of them. 

Since becoming a full immortal Harvey seems like a million lifetimes ago. If I was still a mortal I would be heartbroken over how Harvey broke up with me when he learned the truth about who I am and how I tried to save Tommy, his brother.
The mimes collapsed while Tommy and other workers were inside. It was no accident as Prudence's sisters cast a spell causing the mimes to collapse to seek revenge on Tommy's ancestors who were Witch Hunters. I resurrected Tommy from the dead, but his soul was no longer in his human body. So he was no more than a Zombie. When Harvey found out what I had done he sent Tommy back to the other side by shooting him dead. It wasn't Tommy anymore, it was just his body which was the only reason why Harvey was able to kill him.
I spent days feeling broken, I knew Tommy was everything to Harvey and the Witches from my Coven took that from him. I thought about how awful it must have felt for Harvey to have to result to shooting his brother, his only sibling. I felt so much guilt for interfering in life and death. I was a wreck, inconsolable.
Now that I am a full Witch it's like my feelings and emotions have become numbed somehow. It sounds selfish but all I can do is grieve over my old life while trying to embrace this new one. I am not mortal anymore, I am immortal, not human, but a supernatural being. This new power that I feel is so much of a stronger feeling than all the human emotions put together.
It's true what Nick said, when you're a witch you cannot give yourself freely to another. You cannot love for The Dark Lord only wants you to love him and no one else. I am starting to forget what love feels like that is why I am numb. That is the price I paid when I sold my soul to Him.