Upside Down

12 years

Like I mentioned in my last chapter ... That wasn't the only side that changed .. as I was going through my 6th grade nearly finishing it  and the revolution kinda calmed down ... It was nearly two years till my uncle traveled and then his daughter and wife leaving me and mom and grandma ... And dad every weekend.
Then some troubles happened in my new house so my grandma refused to live there anymore and asked to be returned to her house .. which supposed to be my uncle's now .. and since then .. I barely saw my house again.
Which made it worse couple of months later my grandma got a heart disease making it impossible for us to leave her alone
So I moved in with her with mom...
After it by few months ... Dad came asking me to travel with him back at his place for weekend, I wouldn't mind I did it before with him and my "half brother" but my grandma was sick and I couldn't leave her and he was just starting to learn driving I wouldn't travel with him cause I was worried cause he is not so good yet and my mom was worried too I wouldn't make it more for her ... And then happened another fight ... And my dad told me the words that he says after every word .. that didn't matter to me anymore "*if you didn't come with me... Consider your dad dead*"
And slammed the door and left ... I was left broke and confused and ran into my grandma's bed and started crying ... And that was last time I see my father ... For two years ... Even though he talked to me on my BD .. rather texted me .. I didn't text him on his which I regret till now .... even though with all what happened... To not to rush ... That was it last time I see my father when I was 13 years old ... By the time I was spending my time in my new school .. having just a girl to spend time with but no real friends ...
What about my best friend ? After couple of times together..I discovered she was using me and then she started ignoring me and like that she became a stranger!!
By that time .. I was mentally shutting off especially after my dad's fight I became so cold inside, so broken , so "don't give anything about anything" ... Just breathing .. despite all the laughs
In school I was the egoistic .. the outcast .. the calm dumb fat quiet... The nothing... And for my old school I was the "less than them" so I stopped visiting it after a while ... Going into my sec year .. months I didn't see my father .. nearly a year
Going to pick stuff from home once ... I found a message on my door ?!?! Wanna know from who and what is it ?!?!
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