Upside Down

8 years

This is the year where all went down, or at least started to. Till half of the year all was good, I was in my forth grade. I was in that family house, when I discovered... I have a half brother. Wait what? Half brother?, I couldn't realize it. My father already has a another family which I don't know about till now? Again?, yes again, it wasn't the first time.
I forgot soon about my first half brother since I didn't see him that much, or you can also say, I chose to forget about him, which I'm sure my mom couldn't do. I'm not alone if I see it from a another perspective. I remember my father telling me *You have to take care of each other, he is your brother after all, your own blood*
I was in my mind like : *Yeah yeah sure*, but in real I was calm as the sea on a sunny day. I didn't find the words, I mean, what I'm I supposed to say? Thank you for that information? Thank you for making me speechless?
I heard my mom telling my grandma how much my dad wished that, the boy, which I discovered is my half brother, shouldn't just be my half brother but my real brother, the brother which is giving me from MY parents, but my mom wouldn't trust my father ever again when it has to do with a child. I tried to ignore all that like it never happened, like I also started to ignore the many thoughts and feelings.
We moved in a new apartment along with my grandma, this time the apartment was smaller than our last one. I didn't have a bedroom for myself, I used to sleep with my mom or my grandma in one bedroom. Who I'm I kidding? When did I even have one for myself? Even the feeling of space and a little bit privacy was taken from me. I couldn't put posters or pictures up on my wall like I wanted or dreamed or just closing the door when I needed some time for myself, those things were never an option. I see my father again every weekend, sometimes he comes over and sometimes he doesn't. He is there for two days, we laugh and talk, spend some time together until he has to leave again but he makes sure to give me my pocket money, as if money would make everything better...I don't even remember a birthday that i attended to of his.
Months and years passed like that, now I'm 10. I didn't know that my life could get any worse until I received the most heartbreaking news ever...
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If you want to know the shocked news she received, then wait for my next chapter :).
See ya lovelies! I would love to read your opinion to this Chapter and oh, sorry if these chapters are so short, I will try my best to make them a little more longer. Wish you a good day/night!