Drunk by your Temptation (VIB) Series # 1(COMPLETED)

Chapter 17

"Take me, Indigo," I said. My decision is final. I want Indigo to own me. He's the only guy that I want. He's the only guy that I love. He's the only guy who deserves it.

Indigo answered my kisses like a hungry animal. He stopped suddenly and stand up. I confusedly look at him. He smiled.

"No, Zane Monica. Let's get married first and let's do that." He said.

I stand up. He roams his eyes to my body.

"Damn. Temptation gets the fuck away from me." He whispered but I cannot hear it.

"Why Indigo?! Am I ugly? Is it because I'm not hot and sexy?! Or maybe You don't like me?!" I can feel the tears in the side of my eyes. Damn, I never felt this way. Shame on me for offering myself to him. It's like I'm worthless.

He come near me and hugged me. I can see the worry in his eyes.

"No, no, baby. I respect you, so much that I don't want to do that thing if you're not still married to me." He said and I can feel him kiss the top of my head.

"Then why not fuck me?" I shouted at him and I can feel my tears flowing down my cheeks. I give small punches at his chest." I'm ashamed of myself Indigo. You just rejected me. I thought boys and men like this thing, I thought you will do it if I'm the one who's offering you. I'm worthless." I sob.

He distances himself and looks at me.

"Babe who's fucking?! We're not fucking if we will gonna do that, it's not fucking. It's called lovemaking. And didn't you know, baby. That you're a living temptation to me that I can hardly resist you if you just know.Worthless?! Who the fuck is that worthless person you're pointing to. You worth my world that I can't live without you." He said staring at me.

I can feel the fast beating of my heart and the butterflies in my stomach.

"Then why?" I said it almost whisper. I see him take his long sleeves and let me wear them.

"Let's get married first." He said.

I look up to him. Married? Damn, marriage has no place in my vocabulary.

"The truth Indigo and why would I marry you? You just rejected me. I hate you." I said and arch my brows. Naiinis ako sakanya. I hate him now. He just rejected Zane Monica Mondragon, damn him!

He heaved a heavy sigh and silence eats the entire room. I thought he will not gonna talk and just stare at me intently. I thought he was lost for words.

"Because... " He cups my face and looks at me like he's saying something.

"Marry me because I love you." He said and crash my lips giving me a light sweet kiss.  

I look at him. Damn, did he just say he love me?

"W-what did you just say? You're joking!" I told him and even almost laugh.

He smirks the kind of smirk he's giving when the day he jerkingly ask me as his bed warmer girlfriend.

"Who's joking? Me? I hope so but to hell with me I love you. I don't when I don't know-how. I just knew that I love you. I love you being the Zane Monica, I know since the first day my eyes laid on you. I love you. I love you, Zane Monica Mondragon, my queen." He said.

How about me? Do I love him?! I can't name my feelings for him but I know I'm falling. And damn my heart for acting abnormally. I just stare at him. Damn this man for having a hypnotizing pair of deep brown eyes and can make any woman drool over him. Swooning on his feet.

"Hey? I just confessed my love for you. Fuck, will you reject me now?" He caressed my cheek

"Don't reject me, baby. I love you. I can't live without you now." He said. I can see the worries in his eyes. It's like he's afraid that I might break up with him.

Tinulak ko siya.

"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. I fucking hate you, Indigo!" I said to him at turned my back but he just hugged me from behind and buried his face to my neck.

"Babe, I'm sorry. Oh fuck, don't cuss. I just respect you and I can't afford to lose you. I don't want you to regret something because you have given yourself to me. I want you to marry me first. Marry me, Zane Monica." He said.

The tears in my eyes are suddenly gone and I glare my eyes. Damn, I hate him.

"I hate you, I hate you, I hate you. Diyan ka na nga." tinanggal ko ang mga braso nito sa tiyan ko. Pero mas lalo niya iyong hinigpitan sa pagkapit.

"Babe, I'm sorry please bati na tayo. " He said

"Let go of me, Indigo. I hate you!" I said.

"Babe, naman, eh. Bati na tayo please." he said.

"Babe mo mukha mo!" I said and I use all my strength to remove his arms. I quickly go to the bed. I want to sleep. I hate Indigo.

"Zane Monica," I heard him call me in a warning tone. Siya pa ang may ganang magalit, tangina. Ako iyong babae tapos ako nagyaya ng ganoong bagay. Eww, Zane. Gaga ka talaga! nasaan ang pagkapilipina mo. I hate him. Bahala siya, di ko sya papansinin.

I heard him sigh and I can hear the door of the room opens and then closed. Damn it. Bumangon ako at umupo sa kama. Tangina talaga nya, bwisit sya at ngayon siya pa may ganang mag alis lagot ka sakin bukas di kita papansinin. Bahala siya diyan.

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