OKAYYY YES ITS BEEN A WHILE I KNOW BUT THINGS ARE HARD RIGHT NOW..NOT GOING INTO DETAIL JUST KNOW I WILL NEVER LEAVE U HANGING OK...K
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Chapter 10
Two days later.
As I was peacefully sleeping..no pain, no heartache, no temptations, no voices, no bullying, no torture, no teasing, no people, no Michael...no nothing. Just peace..something I feen for every single day. Sleep is the only thing I could escape from reality..if only those eight hours didn't feel like eight minutes.
*beep beep* *beep beep* *beep beep* My alarm clock ringed, I quickly slammed my hand on the clock shutting it up.
Today is when I go back to school and god knows I don't want to that's the last place I want to be...but I missed two days of school..hiding..and I don't wanna miss anymore or I'll be failing and I sure don't want that..I only have a few more months of school I have to get through this and graduate and just be free. I might take a break after high school and be school free for a year.
I sat up and looked at the clock its 6:01am..god I really don't want to leave, school is hell for me..most people said high school was fun for them..not me I hate it.
Getting up for school is a drag..I literally sit on my bed for extra five minutes half sleep..until my mom pops her head in my room and calls my name.
"Nevaeh!!" My mom slightly yelled, loud enough not to scare me but wake me up that's all she needed to do for me to pop up. "I-I'm up I'm up" I said going to my bathroom.
I stood in front of the mirror turning on the faucet while grabbing my toothbrush and toothpaste and brushed my teeth after I did that I splashed water on my face and pat it dry. Now I'm fully awake....I stare at the mirror looking at myself wondering why am I still alive..but then I think..my mom that why I'm still alive..if I commit suicide then my mom would be broken and alone and I would hate that.
I walked out of the bathroom and quickly got dressed I went down stairs and into the kitchen..hmm I guess my mom left right when she came to my room. I went to the fridge and got myself a yogurt and made me some toast..yes that's my breakfast I don't eat anything heavy..
After I finished my breakfast I grabbed my school bag and headed for the door..when I opened it I saw Michael standing right in front of me, I gasped..what the fuck is he doing here..I've been asking that for a while now.
"Hey!" he said smiling at me, my eyes are still big I'm so confused...what?...I don't know. I shook my head and turned around and locked the door once I did that I walked passed heading down stairs.
"Hey wait up" Michael said catching up to me.
"jeez you walk fast" he said walking next to me. I rolled my eyes slowing down.
"Michael what the hell you want now" I said. You know I wouldn't of talked to Michael like that if he was the Michael a few days ago..yea I don't know where I got these balls from.
"I cant walk with you now?" Michael asked..oh please.
"since when" I said with a flat tone..he kept quiet..yea thought so.
"so are we skipping school again" he asked.
"We not but you could though" I said glancing at him. He smirked at me.
"Ooh smart ass" he said then pocked my neck...you know when someone touches your neck and your head quickly go's to the side? yea that what just happened to me. My neck is veryy sensitive...you know how it is if someone touches your neck especially tickling....you get the drift.
