My Mistakes {Y.G.//J.M.}

second

"you didn't do that. won't ever believe it."

he chuckled.

"won't believe what?" the boy smirked at me and chuckled a bit at my reaction. "you won't believe that i ran away?"

"no, no. that part's easy to believe. what i'm shocked at is how you did it. i mean, seriously? who the hell wakes up thinking, 'woo hoo, time to climb through my window when it's pitch black at 3 am and sleep on the roof.'"

he laughed at this. the sweet sound echoed through my apartment.

me and min yoongi were sat on my couch at 2 am; his legs entwined in mine, both our hands cheesy from snacking on a mega pack of doritos.

"and what makes it funnier," i continued with a chuckle. "is how your parents didn't notice until about 2 days had passed."

he shrugged, smiling a bit and closing his eyes. he leant his head back onto a cushion and i did the same, sighing in exhaustion.

me and yoongi were close. so close. both friendship wise, and in that moment. i felt his body snuggled against my own; i felt his heart beating in that moment he turned his head to look at me, centimetres away. i felt my cheeks burn up; i felt my own heart begin to race. at that moment, i knew i had fallen in love with this boy. at first sight of him, i wasn't sure. but now i was.

and i was so sure that i loved him that day, that i made my fourth mistake unknowingly.

i shouldn't have let my lips touch his own that day. i shouldn't have let myself melt into his touch, i shouldn't have let myself love the feeling of his perfectly shaped lips pressured gently against mine.

i shouldn't have loved the kiss. i shouldn't have loved the boy.

but falling for min yoongi was only my fifth mistake.