Summertime Sadness

chapter 2

chapter 2

"ill be right back"

Rob tells us hes leaving for second. Where could he possibly be going? We just got into my favorite store. Its my turn to do my shopping now. I love to shop. But i'm not an all around girly girl. I dress on occasion. Not even. I could pull off a t shirt and shorts at a non casual party and still be the best looking in there so i've been told. Words from Robert. That's another reason i dress up sometimes. I like to look dull a lot and then one day out of the blue wear something that'll leave him speechless.  That's exactly what i plan to do this weekend. Looking around i find this perfect vintage beige lace dress. Its mid thigh loose around the hips and butt and tight but not too tight around the cleavage. This dress was simple as hell but i knew i could make it look perfect. A thousand images of me at the party flashed in my head. Mind you i don't get this excited about my clothes. Of course i would add a touch of Scarlett to my outfit.

"Hey guys i'm going to try this on, wait out here". Robert had been back now so i wanted to make sure he sees what i was going to wear.

I put my the dress on and loved what i saw. Even with it being loose around the waist my curves still managed to sneak out. I felt really confident at the moment and knew the boys would love it . All that was missing was Scarlett heels and lipstick and my new full volume mascara. I'm not really a make up person. I always let my hair do the work. These natural light brown curls always get into action. i have a thick head of hair. Sometimes its annoying because of the process to straighten it. Other than that my hair always gets me compliments that i don't even have the intention of getting. The most makeup you''ll ever catch me in is mascara and blush. Sometimes i don't even need the blush because i have a condition of turning red when its hot or cold. The mascara is just to make my long lashes darker.

With all my excitement i walk out cheesing. Zayn was looking at something and quickly turns his head to me and i know he likes it. Andrews jaw drops which makes me even eager to hear robs comment.

"You should probably go change ..cause im 5 seconds from taking you on the floor right now."

"Stop being so perverted zayn gosh is that all you think about..wheres rob?

I suddenly felt disappointed. Kind of hurt because he couldn't just wait a few minutes too see my dress. What is he doing anyways?

"Umm he left but you look really beautiful."

Beautiful? Really? I've gotten pretty or hot but i've never gotten beautiful. I have my own definitions for these terms. Pretty is attractive and hot is someone you can bang.To me beautiful is something you can look at all day and never get tired of watching .That's the greatest compliment you can get. Andrew has this look in his eyes that i've never seen. Well i've never really looked into his eyes before. There lied a color of honey, a hazel like light brown color that was just sucking me into his sweetness.

"Uh. thanks."

That's all i managed to say after i realized i was just staring at him. But i still felt a pang in my heart. Suddenly i wasn't so sure if i should get the dress. I guess Andrew noticed that cause he kept encouraging me to buy it. That was enough for me to get it. I mean if rob didn't care to stay i shouldn't care about what he thinks. Right? Whatever i had to make myself believe but i still left the store with a heavy heart.