(intentional lowercase and minimal punctuation, this is probably gonna be short but this sad hoe feels like pouring her heart out into this homosexual fan fiction, this is makki's pov, i'll write another lil one for mattsun)
we used to talk more
or, i guess we just had more to talk about.
we texted every minute of every day
and there was nothing that happened in my life that you weren't aware of.
my life used to be more exciting because i knew no matter what happened,
i'd get to tell you about it.
i miss how we used to be
we were always smiling,
laughing,
so infatuated with each other that nothing else mattered.
in those moments, we were untouchable.
i can't put my finger on when it actually all went wrong
was it the first time we stopped talking? maybe the second?
either way, it became the last
everything stopped.
we don't call each other anymore.
i can't text you about my life,
because you're no longer in it
the conversations we had about my fears of losing you are as dead as what we had
or, what i wanted to have
we never really got that far, huh?
i was your comfort zone
you were mine
i became too attached to the idea of you always being there
and now that you're not
i can't cope
i'm losing faith
in myself
in what i hoped to become
in all the plans we made
and in the fact that whenever i thought about my future, you were always in it
your love for me is burning out
and i'm happy for you
i just wish mine did the same
i wish that i could pretend to forget everything just like you did
and try to move on just as easily
i know i hurt you
you told me every time
you know it was unintentional
but we both know the intent doesn't make it hurt less
we used to be best friends
used to be happy
used to be forever
but these are all just things we used to be
hi this is really #bad but i'm really #sad
don't worry i never make things without happy endings so this is just a little depresso moment before they resolve their shit
lil backstory is makki and mattsun were inseperable besties for ages, constantly talking, always comforting eachother, the usual best friend type shit, they're in love with each other but are absolutely shite at communication and now they're not speaking because of it
because these are so short i'll hopefully have the next one up soon but we all know how unreliable i am lol sorry
if you're still reading my work i love u thx for not giving up on me xx
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yaoi one shots
Fanfictiony'all my last one got deleted at over 30k but i'm frickin back