I Fight.. To Lose...

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Every day I fight a war long
with my own self to stay strong
hiding the hurt with smile
concealing all the gloom I pile
shielding the pain in my heart
that is tearing me apart...

Every moment I bear and yelp
struggling hard for one help
hurdling in rocky path
stones pricking deep and hard
blood gushing from heart that's sore
to the peripheral from the core...

Every wing of my eye
with pain soaring high and high
All the peace from my sky
scattered away in just a sigh
If only I could hold longer
the pain in me cautions a danger...

and every night I lose the battle
fighting for triumph and to handle
I cry pouring my heart out
deepening the gloomy inner doubt
emptying the ocean of eyes
drowning in the flood of my cries...

There goes my night passed
on
with the pillows sucking all my tears
until there comes the serene dawn
as a beacon light over my darkest fears
And one more time I fight
Just one more time to lose...!

May Allah swt heal all the pains and fears of the hearts that smile during day and cry at night... Ameen Summa Ameen Ya Rabbi 🤲





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