Do I even exist for you?
You ignore if I'm around,
You care not if I'm not.
It's doesn't matter if I smile,
It's worthless for you if I cry.
You seem off seeing my call,
You just flinch far when I fall.
It's always magical when we meet,
It's funny how we're apart by a seat.
You're absent when ,you,I need,
You're still but my friend,indeed.
I tell you everything I'm about,
I know you forget it all ,no doubt.
You're sometimes so rude to me,
You're sometimes sweet as honey.
I know you wouldn't think of me at all,
I have you on mind & I'm crazy of it all.
Would you rather be with me or them,
Losing you,for me,is no less a mayhem.
You don't realise my heart has it for you,
You even despise the idea of us,unlike I do.
It feels a fantasy with you next to me,
It's as well a misery that I'm so lonely.
You wouldn't want me as part of your life,
You don't even see me a friend let alone ur wife.
Will you ever notice this crazy heart of mine,
Will I ever live my dream of us forever this time..?
I let all our moments go, out of my dumbness,
With you next to me, I only can feel numbness.
You wouldn't include me in your group,
But I want you all in my life in every loop.
You will never see the love I've got for you,
You'd never want the love I send upon you.
Do you for once care if I say I like you,
Answer me do I even exist for you...!?
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The Dew in her words
PoetryA book of Poetry of all the splendid emotions of the special little heart of a girl... previously called WRITINGS OF HER
