He's Forever Gone

Chapter 1

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I glanced at him the last time, before stomping into my car while tears were rolling down my cheeks, and drive to where God knows.

Hoping to see him again though I know it will be hard this time__ fuck... I cursed knowing it was all my fucking mistake. I think this time I've lost him forever. Gush!!!...I've lost the guy I love.

This is all your fucking mistake, you idiot.my subconscious said....

"Shut the fuck up" I stupidly yell at myself

I sigh..... remembering what just happened earlier

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Dammit... What the hell was that Bella Howard? ___He always calls me by my full name whenever he was angry. And I know this time he was extremely angry.

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out___I don't know what came into me, my eyes were already bloodshot.

YOU KISSED THAT GUY, he said it loud. You fucking kissed him? Huh? But why? Tell me why Bella? He demanded answers but I was blank.

His eyes started to blur and he blinked, I know he was fighting back the tears that were 'bout to come out.

I'm s...so...s... Sorry Jay, I thou...I thought..... I stuttered not knowing what to say.

You thought what? Tell me. This time he came closer.

You thought I was fucking cheating on you? God!! I didn't know that you had trust issues.

When you found me in that damn room with that girl, you didn't know what we were talking about, do you...? He questioned.

Rather you got all pissed and ran off without listening to me.___ God Bella you didn't know that we were talking about you....He yelled angrily.

I wanted to make a surprise for you, for our first Anniversary.....He said.... So he was planning on how to surprise me? I asked myself. Heck.. what really got into me?

I was just asking some advice from her, He added after a couple of seconds.

She was a old friend of mine way back from high school, and I was surprised to see her again at this damn party. So when you went to ease yourself, I decided to get some advice from her, because I wanted our first Anniversary to be romantic.

But you ruined everything, I can't believe this.. He said, while covering his face in his hands___this time tears were down his soft cheeks.

You ran into some stranger and kissed him. You fucking kissed him... He said these words slow, making me feel really guilty.

I can't believe this, I can't believe that you cheated on me with that alcoholic stranger because you wanted me to get jealous ___Only God knows if that Bastard he's still alive.

I was really speechless, I didn't know what to say, I'm really sorry Jay, please forgive me, I managed to say these words, and I really meant each word though I know he won't believe me now. We were all good but I ruined our moment.

I feel guilty, I didn't know what I was doing...............

When I came back from the rest room, I went all the way in the kitchen passing on all wasted teenagers and all smelly guys in hall.

I searched him in the kitchen but he was no where to be seen. Thank God I found Seth his best friend and he told me that he was upstairs. I was so surprised at the way he replied me without any sort of problem, he was probably wasted that's why he wasn't a dick tonight. I pushed that thought back to my mind and headed upstairs in search for my love. The music was beating so hard in the background and some couples were already at the floor dancing.

I went upstairs looking for Jay. I came to the closed door hearing some voices inside, I came closer and opened the door to find Jason with some mysterious girl.

What the fuck is going on here? I demanded feeling all the anger rise inside of me.

I didn't wait to here all the excuses, I just ran out of the room, feeling my eyes burning with tears.

I came downstairs not knowing where to go, I ran into someone's chest and I made a very big mistake.

I kissed him. He smelt alcohol, Fuck!! I came back into normal senses and I stared at the guy with wide eyes not believing what I've just done.

In the blink of an eye, Jay was on  top of the guy beating him to death.

Please stop.....I screamed. All people were staring, music was stopped, and some guys were already having their phones up probably catching video...

Jason please, I pleaded while crying but he wasn't listening to me, he was like a lion.

I called out Seth for help, thank God he separated Jay from the guy who was already in full of blood.

He looked at me angrily ___Get the hell out, he ordered and I listen, I don't normally listen to his bossy but this time it was my fault so I went outside. I had him yelling "fun time is over get back to your businesses" after saying that he came out, so now here we are.

Get the hell lost, I don't want to see you now, I need some space Bella, I need to think, he said, go home... He added very slow..Those were his last words.

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P.S The picture of Jay is at the back