Who are you? (Jensen Ackles FanFic)

Chappie 22

*Jensen's POV*

What the hell just happened. One second I was in a euphoric state and then it turned into an inferno of pain... What is the world was I thinking? Emily, I mean, sure, I've known her for a while but... did I know her like I knew Destiny?

I felt lost. I felt stupid and I regretted everything. Emily walked out of my room, fully dressed. She stood in front of me, she lifted my chin and stared into my eyes. Then she smiled, I was confused. "I knew you were trouble... Jenny." she said before walking out the door. Fuck. I should call one of the boys...

Before I knew it I was dialing Jared's number and waiting for him to pick up, after the third call he picked up, "Hello?" her voice answered. I froze. What was she doing with him? "Who is it?" I heard Misha say. Wait, what? I'm really lost. "Destiny? Who is it?" I heard Jared say, "Hello?" she asked again, what do I do? Tell her it's me? Hang up?

"It's Jensen, can you hand the phone to Jared, please." I said a bit roughly.

"Oh... ok." she said sounding upset. I heard some rustling on the other line and finally Jared answered. "Yes?" he asked, I stayed quite for two seconds. "Jensen, spit it out, I'm not in the mood for this shit." he spat into the phone. I was a bit surprised and for a second, taken aback. Destiny must be staying with them. "Jay, I was gonna ask you how she was doing.... I didn't mean to j-" and that's when he hung up.

For some odd reason, I didn't know why I felt betrayed. But then I realized that's how I felt what Danneell did that to me, and that's how Destiny must feel... I really screwed up.

I got ready and headed out the door, I didn't know where I was going exactly but I know I was going somewhere. Destiny's apartment. I finally reached there and I knocked on the door, it revealed Shayda standing there with a bar of chocolate and her hair in a bun, she rolled her eyes at me and asked so rudely what I wanted. "Where's Destiny...?" I asked, at first it was sort of a demand, but with the look she was giving me, it turned into more of a question.

She ended up cursing me out and slamming the door in my face. Well, that was a fail. I went back to my place and once I got inside I grabbed a bottle of Jack Daniels and drank my emotions away. At some point I walked down to the nearest strip club, I found myself paying for more lap dances than I can count. I went back home and sobbed into my pillow. I wonder what she's up to.

*Destiny's POV*

I heard his voice and instantly felt like dying, I handed the phone to Jared and told him who it was before running to find Misha so he can cuddle with me. I heard Jared mumble some curse words, I don't want them to be really mad at him. But I can't blame them if they are mad.

I say on the couch and cuddled into Misha's side, inhaling his scent. He smelled musky, like a fresh pine tree. Misha stroked my hair and Jared pulled me onto his lap, Misha scooted closer to him, and by close, I mean Misha's thigh was on Jared's. Jared traced circles on my pants while Misha still played with my hair.

"Guys..." I said looking at the ceiling,

"Thanks. A lot." I said smiling at both of them, I couldn't thank them enough, they're so sweet! I don't know what the feeling is exactly, but they give me a warm fuzzy feeling. I sat up, and when Jared was about to kiss my cheek, Misha yelped, I turned my head and was shocked by Jared's lips on mine, the warm soft lips, I didn't know how I got here but I could help but kiss back. I broke the kiss and laughed "Well ...that was nice!", Jared chuckled cheeks turning beet red. "I'm jelly." Misha said scooting away and crossing his arms like a 5 year old child. "Misha. Get your butt over here!" I said, and before you know it my lips are on his. Things did get a little out of hand that night. But all I can really say is that Jay and Misha have done this before.