❌THE WORLD IS UGLY❌

❌Chapter 6: NANANANANA❌

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10:30pm Thursday night

1 message received from Gee:

I'm sorry.. If I ever bothered you and tried to hard, just know that I still love and care about you dearly ~ Love Gee

I close my eyes.. And I can't help but thinking.. Frank hasn't texted me yet..

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1 message received from Frankie: Thanks for choosing me, I love you Cheyenne, will you go out with me? -Love Frankie<3

1 message sent to Frankie:

Yes Frankie id love too.

1 messaged received from Frank: Well we should go to sleep, night love ya babe see you Tomorrow and it's Friday!

1 message sent to Frank: Yus love you Bae, see you tomorrow, do you have my chemical romance practice Tomorrow?

1 message received from Frankie: Nope.. I have it on Saturday, Want to join me Gee Mikey and Ray?

1 message sent to Frankie:

Oh my fucking god I'd love too, goodnight now<3

1 message received from Frankie: Goodnight love<3

~30 minutes later~

Stepmom: CHEYENNE ARE YOU AWAKE?

Yes.. Fake-mom?

Stepmom: GET YOUR FUCKING ASS DOWNSTAIRS.

Ok...

Stepmom: Give me your phone right now.

NO.

Stepmom: NOW!

NO FUCK YOU.

Stepmom: your getting beaten,

*She slaps me 25 times, punches me in the face 20 times, and then she gives me a bloody nose and a black eye.*

Stepmom: there now you don't need to wear your stupid goth makeup, let me see your messages.

Here, I'm hurt just take it.

Stepmom: I don't give a fuck if your hurt.

*she looks threw messages*

Stepmom: WHO THE FUCK IS FRANKIE?

My boyfriend.

Stepmom: YOU ARE TO YOUNG TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND YOU FUCKING SLUT, GO KILL YOURSELF, FRANKIE PROBABLY WOULDN'T CARE NOBODY WOULD, HERE TAKE YOUR SHITTY ASS PHONE AND GO TO YOUR FUCKING ROOM AND GET YOUR SLUTTY FAT UGLY ASS FACE TO SLEEP.

*Punches me again.. Nose starts gushing blood.. Both eyes are black*

I open my door and look in the mirror, Carrie is right.. I am a fucking fat ugly whore.

I grab the razor blade and press it against my wrist, I cut it.. I feel relief.

12:00pm

Fuck sleep.. Sleep is for cool kids.

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1 message received from Mikey: Are you dating Frank?

1 message sent to Mikey:

Uhm.. Yes why?

1 message received from Mikey: Gerard is wide awake.. He is bawling.. He loves you a lot.

1 message sent to Mikey:

I'm sorry.. I don't deserve anyone.. And nobody deserves my ugly ass face.. Goodnight Mikey.

~ 6 hours later~

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time to wake up, I put eyeliner and mascara on.. I can't even put on eyeshadow it hurts too,I then throw on my long sleeve black hoodie with skulls on it, my black skinny jeans, and my face-mask... I'm not letting my face be seen.

Dad, I'm walking to school.

Ok hun, have fun love you.

Love you too dad.

I start walking.. And walking I'm by the school doors... I can't do it.. I run into the woods.. Frank will just think I'm home and sick.. Nobody will care.

I start bawling and bawling.. It's been 1 Hour, this would be the hour of class.. That I'd have with Frank Mikey and Ray.. Whatever.. I wonder where Gerard is...

I hear leaves crumble...

Somebody is here...there going to hurt me.. It's probably.. AJ.. The popular guy..

GO AWAY, LEAVE ME ALONE.

Cheyenne, I love you I'm not leaving you alone out here.