❌THE WORLD IS UGLY❌

❌Chapter 20 part 1: this is how I disappear❌

❌Chapter 20 part 1: this is how I disappear❌

Gerard: don't die on me.

But... I want too.

Gerard: Yes, the world may be a living hell, but.. I'm here for you.. Unless you don't love me anymore, which I can respect.

Gerard.. I love you with all my heart.. If something ever happened to you, id kill myself.

Gerard: well we don't need to worry about that do we?

I hope not..

Gerard: so babes.. Why did you run into the car bawling?... Flashback?.. From Carrie...

How did you know?...

Gerard: Trust me Baby, I know about you a lot more then you think.. Fuck that sounded creepy.

It's ok... But yes.. That's why.

Gerard: Sugar, you don't need to worry about Carrie anymore, if she ever lays a finger on you she'll go to prison.

There's no proof she abuses me.

Gerard: don't stick up for Carrie.

I'm not.. I'm just saying.. The cops have no proof.. That she does it.. So I'm fucked.

Gerard: Baby, guess what?

What babe?

Gerard: our band is becoming popular, we have 1 million views on our album we posted.. That was called I bought you my bullets you bought me your love, we are also working on another album called three cheers for sweet revenge, so since tomorrow is Monday, Me, Frank, Mikey and Ray are skipping to work on the album,want to join us?

I would love too, but let's go shopping.

~2 hours later~

Gerard: That was amazing

Still drunk Frank: you guyzzz I think I'm Hungry

Ray: we don't have any food.

Frank, let's go to my house

Frank: okayyyy Cheyenneee

Gerard: how the fuck are you still drunk?

Frank: I drank a bottle in the bathroom.

Gerard: you really need to stop drinking Frankie...

Frank: Nah, I'll be ok.

Gerard: dude.. When if we get popular. You can't do that shit?

Frank: I'll just get stoned instead.

Ray: that's worse Frank.

Mikey: Cheyenne why did you never tell us about Andy?

Because... He raped me, and I had to get... An abortion..

Gerard: come here, it's ok, cry cry it out, crying helps.

* I started crying into Gerard's chest*

I.. Am.. So.. Sorry.

Ray: no, don't be. I am sorry that all this shit has happened to you, your such a beautiful young woman, you don't deserve it.

Frank: I agree with Frankk.

Mikey: You mean Ray?

Frank: oh yah.. Oops.

Gerard: well it's 8:00pm we better get home, cause we are all going to school for a while then ditching at lunch.

I don't want to go home.

Gerard: I'll stay over baby.

Thanks Gerard.

Ray: Mikey and Frank are sleeping over at my house.

Mikey: so if you need anything call us, we'll probably be practicing, why don't you sing with Cheyenne, here I'll get your music sheets for three cheers.

*Mikey reaches into his bag, and pulls out music lyrics, and hands them to Gerard*

Gerard: I'll sing to you baby.

Thanks baby, I want to cuddle.

Gerard: we will once we're at your house baby.

Ray: I don't say this about anybody but you and Chey are seriously adorable.

Frank: when she broke up with me, I knew she went to you.. Anyways you look better with Gerard Chey.

Umm.. Ok.

~ Ray drops me and Gerard off at my house, we grab are shopping bags~

Me and Gerard run into my room and lay down, and stare up at the ceiling.

Gerard: I love you Chey.

I Love you too Gee.