Hidden Love (Matt Espinosa Fanfic)

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Matt's POV

I don't know what I'm going to do about Magcon because I think I'm in love with Lacey...

The movie has been over for an hour but I haven't woken Lacey up yet because I'm thinking about a lot of things. Lacey, what our relationship is, our kiss, Magcon.

I honestly think I'm in love with Lacey. I've known her since preschool, I know everything about her, I helped her when her mom died, we've been through everything together. I don't think I'm going to tell her today though because it might be too early in the relationship, if this even is a relationship. Then there's the kiss, it was amazing. I've only kissed two other girls and neither of them were as passionate as Lacey's. I could tell she wanted it to be more than a kiss but it would've been my first time and I don't want it to have been in a treehouse. I definitely want my first time to be with Lacey but I want it to be more memorable and in an actually bed. Hopefully she doesn't think that I don't want to do it with her because I do. Now I have to figure out the hardest part, Magcon.

I've been thinking about this the longest and I still don't know what to do. I have to go back in 5 days but Lacey has feelings for me. I can't just come here, tell her I like her, kiss her, and leave. She would hate me forever and I wouldn't even be her best friend let alone her boyfriend. But I can't leave Magcon, I have a contract that says I have to go on the whole tour which ends in 3 months. If I don't, the manager can sue me! Plus, the other guys on the tour are like my brothers now and I can't just leave them. Maybe if I tell them how long I've been waiting to tell Lacey how I feel they would understand, although that probably wouldn't be a good enough reason for the manager. I'll talk to the guys first and see what they think, then maybe they can help me talk to the manager.

Crap, Lacey's waking up, she's going to be mad that I didn't wake her up she'll get over it. Hopefully she doesn't bring up anything I was thinking about because if she doesn't I don't know how I'm going I reply.

"I told you to wake me up when the movie ended." Lacey said as her eyes opened.

"Sorry." I said half meaning it and half wanting to change the subject.

"I should probably go home, it's getting late." she said as she stood up and started to go towards the ladder.

"Wait, Lacey. Can I ask you something?"

"Yes, we are dating and yes, I'm your girlfriend." she answered, turning to face me.

"How did you know I was going to ask that?"

"I'm your best friend, I know everything about you. Good night." she said as she went down the ladder.

"Night." I said, loud enough for her to hear me.

I can't believe tonight just happened. Lacey's my girlfriend. I never thought I would be able to say that.

"LACEY WOODS IS MY GIRLFRIEND!" I yelled, I hope she didn't hear me because I sound like a love struck idiot.

Tonight was amazing and I will never forget it, I hope Lacey feels the same.

Lacey's POV

Matthew Espinosa is my boyfriend.

I just got home from my date with Matt and that's all I can think. Tonight was amazing, it couldn't have gone any better. Except for the kiss...I wanted it to be more than just a kiss but I guess Matt didn't. It shouldn't bother me though, it was our first date. It would've been my first time and I definitely want it to be with him. Matt is probably the only person I would want to have my first time with. Although the kiss didn't go far it was amazing, it was also my first kiss. That's probably the one thing Matt doesn't know about me, I've never had a boyfriend and I've never been kissed...until tonight.

I'm also thinking about our conversation right before we kissed:

"I want to be with you forever."

"What about Magcon?"

"I'll figure it out later, all I know now is that I want to be with you."

What is he going to do about Magcon? If Matt goes back on tour I won't see him for a couple of months which was hard when we were just best friends, now we're dating. But I can't make him give up his dream just because of me, I would feel terrible. I have to talk to Matt about it.

"Can I come in?" my dad asked as he opened my bedroom door.

"Yes."

"How was your date with Matt?"

"Great. He told me he liked me...and we kissed." I blushed.

"Well I think Matt is a nice kid, your mom loved him too. She always told me you too would end up together, I guess she was right." My dad half smiled, whenever he talked about mom he wanted to cry but he never did in front of me or Austin.

"She was always right whenever you guys were trying to figure something out" I laughed but it just made me sad.

"Well I won't bother you anymore. Don't stay up too late." he said as he walked out of my room.

"I won't." I answered.

After that I just laid in bed thinking about Matt and our date until I fell asleep, smiling.

AUTHORS NOTE

Hey guys it's Tori! THANK YOU FOR 129 READS! Last time I updated I only had 41! Comment, vote, and share! Enjoy!

P.S. THE ONE DIRECTION CONCERT WAS AMAZING! I HEARD THE 5SOS SOUNDCHECK AND I CRIED THE WHOLE TIME! You guys probably don't care but it was a big deal to me because it was my first concert!