If Our Life Was a Movie - Thomas Sangster Fanfic

Y/N ☆ Chapter 15

As soon as I exit my dressing room I look around for Thomas.

When I finally find him, my heart is torn apart by horror and confusion. He is standing over a mans body, clenched fists, and an angry expression.

"Thomas!?" I shout running over to him, awaiting a hearty explanation.

I question him in shock, but all he does to respond is point down to the man below him.

Jack.

My heart skips a beat when I see him, my legs feel weak and painful memories flood my senses.

Thomas and I don't say another word, he knew I wouldn't last long in the same room as Jack, so he grabbed my hand and we raced out.

We arrive in the car I instantly begin to sob. What hurts more is that I didn't want to always be the girl who needs help. Thomas was always comforting me, I was starting to think he might be sick of it.

Every time he tries to touch me I shove him back. If he could hurt Jack, then he could hurt me. Was he no different?

"Y/N, please...just let me-" Thomas begins but I cute him off.

"Stop it, stop. Your just like him...you're him..." I say breathlessly, feeling guilty as soon as I finish.

At this, Thomas backs off, he slumps back in his seat and starts the car.

Have I made him mad? Was he going to punish me?

When we arrive back at his house, he parks and we just sit in silence.

I knew he was going to try and reason with me, talk to me, and comfort me, but I couldn't help the other thoughts of what he might do to me.

"I'm sorry." He states.

I don't look at him.

"I thought he might hurt you again. So my instincts got the best of me. I promise I didn't mean to scare you," Thomas says, making me shutter with guilt.

"If you...can hurt him..." I say softly, "then..."

"I would never. Under any circumstances even think to touch you like that. I'm not him,"

"Thomas," I start, already regretting what I was about to say, "he broke me. Now all I can think about is what you would do if you were him. I can't help but think you might do what he did," I admit, bowing my head down in shame.

"It makes sense, and it will take some time for you to become what you once were. But I can help you. I'll be with you every step of the way," he says, sending you a soft smile.

You lean forward and he pulls you in for a hug, you return the hug and then, whisper in his ear. So quiet that no one else in the world would hear.

"I love you,"