Am I Bad Enough For You

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°Jack°

"Kellin! Vic! Stop lip-fucking each other and come with us!" Katy yelled over to the couple, who were making out next to the double doors. They pulled apart quickly and ran over to us, sitting down. Like I said before, Kellin and Vic never stop touching each other.

"Anyways, back to what I was saying before u was so rudely interrupted. What did he mean by 'he doesn't forgive himself'?" Austin asked. I told them about my conversation with Alex and where quite shocked, as well as myself.

"It means that he doesn't forgive himself for what he's done to us." Jamie informed him, flicking her hair behind her face. "Good, the fucking pinchazo deserved it." Mike muttered with a roll of his eyes. I didn't know if I forgave Alex. Should I? I'm not one to hold grudges but I didn't know how the others felt about it. Alex has done so many thing this year and whatever happened yesterday outside seemed to break him. He wasn't the same.

"Language Michael." Vic scolded and Mike rolled his eyes again, "I actually think we should forgive Alex." The tiny Mexican said, making us all look at him in confusion, mostly Kellin.

"Sorry repeat that, I think the drugs haven't worn off because I think you just said we should forgive him." Chris said sarcastically, shaking his head like he was trying to clear it.

"I said we should forgive him. Look, I know you guys probably hate him but we should give him a second chance. C'mon look at him." Vic said, averting his eyes over to Alex, which we all followed. He was sitting alone in the back of the cafeteria, not eating anything with his headphones on a hood up. with guess Vic was right, what's life without second chances?

"He looks so...." Kellin started, not knowing how to finish so Audrey did for him, "Sad." and we all agreed. I heard the doors to lunchroom open and saw the guy from yesterday walk through them, with a few boys and a girl. The guy from yesterday, Ronnie, looked around the cafeteria and spotted Alex. He smirked at him, making Alex's eyes widen, before he saw us and walked over to our table.

"Hey, I'm sorry about yesterday. Alex is a bit if a dick." Ronnie said to Chris and sat down. I liked him, actually. He saved Chris from Alex and the rest of him from his abuse. He smiled at Ronnie and thanked him for helping him.

"Yeah, he is a dick." Mike said and crossed his arms. I swear he holds the worst grudges. "Callate o le digo a todos acerca de su poco enamorado de Liz." Vic scolded, squinting his eyes. I swear if they keep talking in Spanish I will kill them, they know we all hate it but continue to do it. Mike's eyes popped out of his head and he apologized.

"I swear if you guys keep talking in Spanish I will personally rip your balls off. That goes for you guys too." Katy said and then pointed to the two other Mexicans. They all nodded, slightly terrified of the brownish-green haired girl.

"Why don't your friends sit down." I said casually, changing the subject. He nodded and then his friends sat down with us. "Thanks. Im Ronnie and this is Max, Omar, Bryan, Rob and Shay." Ronnie said, pointing at the four boys and the girl, wrapping his arm around her. So I guess they're dating.

"Hey, man. I'm Austin this is my girlfriend, Audrey." Austin said  smiling at Audrey, who's fingers were interlocked with his. "And this is Tony Niya, who are also together as well as Rian and Anna, Justin and Jamie, Jaime and Jalissa, Chris and Alexia, Zach and Katy Jenna and Tay, and Kellin and Vic also Mike and Liz refuse to admit that they like each other and Jack got out if a relationship about a month ago." He said, which is sadly true.

I was dating this one girl, Abigail, but I caught her with some other dude and dumped her. It was a really hard time for me, it still is, we were together for almost a year and apparently she had been cheating on me for half of that. She goes to a different school and I haven't spoken to her since.

"Wow, so your all together." One of the guys with blonde hair, Omar, said and we all nodded. "We are not together!" Liz shouted and stood up, her hands flying everywhere.

"You keep telling yourself that." I heard Alexia mutter, making us let out a small giggle. Liz scowled  at her and pulled on her gauge, causing her to wince a little. She rolled her eyes and sat back down, moving a little away from Mike.

"So, anyways.." I started, "why don't you and Alex get along?" Ronnie smiled and looked over to Alex, who still had the same shaken expression. "Family issues." he said making all if our mouths hanging open.

"You-you guys are-?" Zach started and Ronnie finished for him, "Very-very close family friends. We've known each other since birth. Our families refer to us as 'brothers'." He said and put the air quotes to the word 'brother'. I was more upset or worried than anything. I get that Ronnie should have corrected him, but to beat the shit out of your own family. That's insane. I looked back over at Alex, who was no longer sitting there, he must've went to the bathroom.

"You beat the scrap out of your family." Chris whisper-screamed. Ronnie nodded and began to explain why.

"Yes, but I have a good reason. Alex and I don't get along well. He's been bullying kids for a few years and I don't tolerate it. I let it slide sometimes but seeing it in person, that's different. I couldn't stand by and let him beat up some innocent kid. He shouldn't treat someone like that. Also, it's not like we're blood. Our families are just close." he explained. I was a little calmer about it now but still worried. If Ronnie could beat up his own family, what would he do if he gets mad at us?

·Alex·

I ran out of the cafeteria as soon as I saw Ronnie talk. I didn't know what he was going to tell them. I remember a few years ago he would tell people that our families were close so he wouldn't have to admit being related to me. Running into the bathroom, I locked myself into a stall and tried to calm down. I never acted like this, I've never been afraid of anything. Except Ronnie and my dad of course. I need to get this anger out. I need to. If I don't I'll probably explode.

After a few minutes of trying to sooth myself I gave up, storming out of the bathroom in a fit of rage. I pushed open the lunchroom doors, making then hit the wall with a loud bang. I made my way over to a group of social outcasts, people who I know wouldn't fight back.

I grabbed the first kid who is saw and swung my fist at his face, making him fall to the ground. Climbing on top of him I started punching him repeatedly hitting every spot imaginable. I don't know how long I was hitting him, I just knew that eventually I was being pulled off by two very strong arms. Looking back I noticed that it was Ronnie and Max. Good I hope they beat the shit out of me, maybe I'll die.

I looked over to the boy who I beat up and saw that kid from Jack's group, Kellin, hovering over him, most likely telling him he'll be okay. I did feel bad, I didn't want to hurt him, but like I said earlier. I can't stop.

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I CANT STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

I CANT STOP