Sexual Attraction

Chapter 1

I could feel the cool breeze hit me as soon as I stepped out of my apartment building. Around 9p.m. I usually take a scroll through the city and park just to clear my head. Quickly zipping up my wind breaker jacket and shoving my hands in my jean pockets to keep warm. It was always chilly at night during this time of year in Chicago.

As I was walking down the street I see gang activity going on. Young men and women are smoking marijuana on the corner. Exhaling the smoke into the air which looked like O's. I was never one of those kids to do bad things, I was always in my books. I guess you can say I was a punk as a child. When boys wanted to fight me, I would run and cry. That all changed once I made it to Junior year in high school. I started to become a stronger person and stand up for myself. After that the boys stop messing with me because they saw that I was a threat.

All these thoughts go through my head as I am making my way to the park to walk the track. I finally get to the track and begin my walk. The park was empty, there were no people in sight. It was really dark and I could hear the sound of the leaves when the wind blew against them. I heard loud footsteps behind me. I turn around and spot a man with a ski mask on following me. Picking up my pace to try and get away from this man. I knew the streets of Chicago weren't safe at night but I wasn't afraid of no one.

Once I realized that I was running away from this man, I stopped dead in my tracks. I'm not afraid of anyone so why am I running away. Oh hell naw. I turned around and faced the man. "Ayo why you following me homie?" The man didn't say anything, he just pulled out a gun and pointed it at me. I tried to turn around and run because I was not going to be shot. You would only catch me running if someone was going to shoot me. I didn't want to be shot, I'm too young to die. Another man was standing right there with the same ski mask on and holding a gun up to me as well. At this point I was trapped. "Say your goodbyes lil nigga." one of then men said. I closed my eyes and heard both guns begin fired.

RING RING RING RING

My eyes shot open as I heard my alarm clock go off. I began to look down at my body and noticed my girlfriend, Amirah, sound asleep on my chest. Woah, it was all a dream. That never really happened and I didn't get shot or killed. Thank you God. The alarm clock was still going off. I took my right arm off of Amirah's back and used that hand to turn the alarm clock off. I smacked the alarm clock and it fell to the floor, making a loud noise. Amirah started to shift around and she looked up at me with a mean mug. Her hair was straighten and was all over the place. When she looked up at me I chuckled. "Good morning Oscar the grouch." I pushed the hair out of her face and she smacked my hand. "Good morning stupid." I smiled. "Why I gotta be stupid?" "Because I said so now give me a kiss." She began to lean in for a kiss and I mushed her face. "Naw. You didn't brush your teeth yet and your breath stinks." I laughed and she mean mugged me again. "You didn't brush your teeth either." She stated. "Yeah but my breath always smells fresh. That's what happens when your fly like me." I popped my imaginary collar. She rolled her eyes at me and laughed.

Amirah got up from the bed and began to walk to the bathroom. I watched as she walked away. All she had on was her panties and a half shirt with long socks. "Damn girl, that ass getting fatter and I know it's because of me." I smiled as she turned around and rolled her eyes at me. "I hate to see you go but I love to watch you leave." "Bye boy. You played yourself." she said as she walked into the bathroom.

Every morning I wake up I'm so happy to be laying next to her. We've been together for almost three years now and things are serious between us. I feel like she is that girl for me and I plan on marrying her. Since our three year anniversary is in two weeks, I plan on proposing to her there. I mean she deserves the best so that's what I plan to give her. She's my world so I plan on giving her the world.

I hop up out of bed and go to the bathroom. She was putting her hair up in a ponytail and I began to brush my teeth. I finished my hygiene routine. Meanwhile, Amirah was washing her face. I stood behind her and held her waist with my two hands. Leaving soft kisses down her neck as she let out soft moans. She turned to me and we began to passionately kiss. "Baby".. "I have".. "I gotta go".. "I'll be late".. "Ooh".. "Ba..." she said in between kisses. I ignored what she was saying and lifted her onto the bathroom sink. Carefully removing her panties and getting on my knees. Using my tongue to massage her clit as she grew wet and let out loud moans while pushing my head down. At this point my penis was hard so I stopped and licked my lips. We started to kiss again as I pulled my boxers down. In one swift move I inserted myself in her and started to thurst in and out. With each thurst her moans grew louder, she started to scream my name and she grew wetter by the minute.

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Amirah quickly grabbed her shoe putting it on as she tried to put her earrings in. Hoping around on one foot trying to find the other shoe so she could be on her way to work. "Babe! Have you seen my other shoe?!" she yelled at me as I was fixing my tie. "Yeah! It's right here." She came in the room grabbed her shoe off the floor and put it on. She helped me to put my navy blue blazer on. "I knew we shouldn't have did that, you're always trying to make me late for work." She stated as grabbed her keys and purse. I walked to the front door and grabbed my keys off the key rack and picking up my briefcase off of the floor. She rushed me out of the apartment and locked the door. We quickly got to the parking garage and stopped near our cars. "I love you baby." "I love you too baby girl." I leaned in and so did she, we shared a quick kiss before parting ways. As she was getting into the car she yelled, "Have a good day. Don't forget we have dinner reservations tonight at 8." I looked at her and smiled "I won't."

I arrived at the office at exactly 8:30a.m, I was right on time. Took my key card out and clocked in before walking down the hall to my office. I am an assistant manager at a taxing firm. This job may seem boring but it brings a lot of money in. It paid for the nice apartment I live in with my girlfriend, our cars, our clothes, the bills and put food in our mouths. On the walk to my office I spotted a few of my co-workers and waved to them and even gave some of them a simple "Good morning." There was this one guy in the office that was always smirking at me. He was a gay and his name was Anthony. I mean I don't have nothing against gay people, just don't try none of that gay shit on me and I'm cool. My father always told me that it was a sin to be gay and that I had to marry a women not a man. That was drilled into my head. We locked eyes and he winked at me, which caused me to shack my head and continue to walk to my office.

I sat my briefcase on my desk and took out the things I needed. Once I got the things I needed out of it, I sat the briefcase on the floor. I looked through a few papers and began to do my work. Typing a few things up onto the computer, filing papers, and making sure payments were being made was part of my job description. As I do my work I tend to talk to myself. "No".. "That doesn't go there".. "Oh no this can't be right". I search through some papers to find the right information. Things are always getting mixed up and I had to put them in the right place. As I am looking through the papers there is a faint knock on the door. "Come in!" I yell. I heard the door open and close, I didn't bother to look up I just keep searching through the papers. "How may I help you?" I asked.

I finally look up and see Anthony standing there. I take a deep breath and sit back in my chair. "Yes Anthony?" Anthony steps closer to me. "Oh nothing, just stopping by to check on the boss." "Okay so why are you in my office and not James' office?" I asked as I lifted my eyebrow. "You must think I'm stupid or something." he said and I was completely confusesd. "What are you talking about?" A smirk grew on his face. He got closer to me so now his mouth was near my ear. "I know your secret.." He said slowly.

Before I could even say anything back, Anthony was out the door. I was left in complete shock. How the hell did he know my secret? I can't have people finding out my secret, it will ruin everything. I put my head in my hands as I sat there and thought about how he could possibly know my secret. If Amirah ever found out she would leave me and if my boss found out he would fire me. My life would be ruined. I have to make sure my secret is kept a secret. I take a deep breath. "Fuck!" I say as I slam my hands on my desk.