Sexual Attraction

Chapter 3

Tonight is poker night with my boys. Every other weekend, we all meet up at Ray house to play poker and have fun. I look forward to going over Ray house every other weekend. Spending time with my boys from college is amazing. You know catching up on old times, having guy talk and just enjoying ourselves.

Only two more weeks until my three year anniversary with Amirah. I'm excited for that day but I'm note nervous than excited. I want to propose to her but I still have to get the ring. Maybe I'll talk to the boys tonight and see what they think. I think me proposing to her is the right thing to do but then again it may not be such a good idea. The boys will help me to come to a definite conclusion on everything.

I step into my apartment and head straight for the bedroom. On my way to the bedroom I smell food being cooked. I follow the smell into the kitchen and see Amirah cooking in nothing but a thong and bra. She was tempting me so much right now. I wanted to just slid her panties to side and bend her over. But I couldn't do that right, I have to get dressed so I could go play poker with the boys. I sneak up behind her while wrapping my arms around her waist and kissing her. "Hey baby girl." She giggles. "Hey babe. I didn't even hear you come in."

She turns around to face me. "What you making?" "Well I'm making your favorite." "Chicken Alfredo?" She smiles and nods her head. I kiss her on her lips. Our lips move in sync as I slid my hands down to her butt. I harshly grab her butt and squeeze it. She giggles and pulls away. I continue to grab and rub her butt. "Stop Omar, I have to finish cooking." She says while she continues to cook. "Okay. I got to get ready to leave soon anyway." Once she finishes cooking, she turns the stove off and follows me into the bedroom. "Where you going?" She asks with her eyebrows raised and her hands on her hips. I lift my shirt off over my head and toss it on the floor. I go to my drawer and search for a shirt and a pair of pants to wear.

"Poker night with the boys." I simply say. "Oh.." After getting dressed, I huff and approach Amirah. "Baby don't be like that, it's only one night that happens every other week. I will be back." She pokes her bottom lip out. When she does that I couldn't resist but to give in but tonight I can't fall into her trap. "I know baby. It's just that I will miss you." "I love you baby girl and I will be back before you know it." "Okay I love you too." "Now give me a kiss." She kisses me softly.

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Knock. Knock. Knock. Ray finally answers the door in a tank top and ball short. He looks nice. I step into his apartment and greet all the others. I take a seat at the poker table and we all look at each other. It's Ray, Trey, Craig, Jacob and I. They all were once members of a boy band called Mindless Behavior. They separated a long time ago because they all wanted to pursue different things.

Ray was once known as "Ray Ray". After leaving the group, he ended up becoming an artist. He paints and draws many pictures. He even has his own art gallery here in Chicago.

Trey was once known as "Roc Royal". After leaving the group, he pursued the career of becoming a model. You can find him in many magazines and hanging on girls' walls.

Craig was once known as "Prodigy". He was the first one to leave the group. After leaving the group, he pursued the career of becoming a solo artist/singer. He released many songs and is even working on his second solo album.

Last but not least is Jacob, he was once known as "Princeton". He was always the overly smart one of the group. After leaving the group, he pursued the career of a writer. He has published numerous books and was even named New York Times bestseller.

Ray shuffles the cards and passes them out. "Man I need y'all help." I say. Craig looks up a me. "What is it?" Trey asks. "I want to propose to Amirah on our three year anniversary." They all had a shocked and kind of disappointed expression on their faces. "Damn.." Ray shakes his head. "So you really just gone do that?" I huff. "I mean I want to, she is the girl for me. My life wouldn't be complete without her." "So what about us?" Jacob asks. "What do you mean?" I ask kind for lost.

"What about us? Like so you just gone leave us." I sighed. "You know I love you guys. So don't even be like that." "Yeah ard. Do what you gotta do." I shake my head. I had a feeling they were going to be like this. I should have just kept my mouth shut and not told them. Now we have some tension between us and it's only one to solve it.

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"Some gay guy that works at the office, named Anthony, came up to me the other day. He was saying that he knew my secret. Then I saw him at the club and he was about to tell Amirah but I stopped him." They all shake their heads. "Why don't you tell Amirah about us? She should know because if she finds out later on, all hell will break loose." I nod my head in agreement. I mean I love Amirah and all but I'm not ready to tell her my secret just yet, I need some more time. "Yeah I'll tell her, just not now." "How that's nigga know though?" Trey asks. "I don't know but I hope he doesn't go around running his mouth about it."