Pleasure | Alex x reader

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After what happened the last time at the park, Alex won't talk to me unless he wants to have sex. I don't even know why I agreed every time he asked me to pleasure me. I'm nothing but his toy. The thought of this broke my heart into million pieces. I've give him nothing but love and he returned me back a broken heart.

' hey y/n' Camille shakes my shoulder.
' o-oh hey' I stuttered.
'Why were you spacing out? Thinking about that asshole again?' She sighed, turning her back at me. I lied to Camille that Alex and I were dating and now that we broke up. I hate myself for lying, but I wouldn't want to lose my precious friend.
' of course not' I faked a laugh.
' that's good then, he ain't worth your time' she comforted.
' let's get to class, shall we?' I laughed.

- time skip -

' dad I'm home' I took off my shoes at the front door. And no one answered back. I guess they are out somewhere again. I walked to the kitchen counter and there's a note.

< I'm taking your siblings to your grandma's. I won't be home, don't wait for me. Eat your dinner and go to bed early. Love, Dad >

I sighed and cook myself dinner. My cooking was never the best but this is the only choice I have left. As I was eating, the door bell rang.

' oh dad is back?' I tilted my head. I walk up to the door and open it.
' hey dad I thought yo' it wasn't dad, it's Alex.
' what do you want?' I asked with a straight face.
' you are not gonna invite me in?' Alex raised his eyebrow, I moved aside and allow him in. Oh my I'm such a dumb bitch.
' you didn't answer my question yet' I fold my arms and lean on the wall.
' my parents are arguing again and I don't want to hear their crap' he sighed, sitting down on my couch.
' oh come on Alex don't act like we are cool with each other' I rolled my eyes at him.
' what do you mean?' He's acting dumb.
' stop it Alex. You hurt me. You left me. You only need me when you want to have sex. And you are here because you feel stressed and the only way to relieve it is sex. Am I right?' I semi-yelled.
' yeah you are right. I used you to pleasure me.' He smirked.
' you fucking asshole. I don't even know why I've agreed to have sex with you despite all of what you did to me' I shouted at him.
' because.....you love me' he laughed.
' LEAVE. GET THE FUCK OUT' I yelled.
' damn man tired of all these crap, you are giving me a headache. Bye' he leaves and slam the door shut.

After he leaves I cried and cried, until I'm a mess. Maybe he's right, despite all of the shit he has done and I'm still willing to do anything for him was because I love him. There's nothing I can do about it, I'm in love with him. I hate myself for that. I hate and hate and hate myself for loving him.

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